(Warning, long, bitchy pathetic whining ahead)
We got some bad news yesterday. The city of Chicago is tearing down our block to build a freaking un-needed school. Neighborhood organizations have been fighting this for the last 5 years, and last year we were told we probably had a 5 year reprieve, because the city didn’t have the money to buy up all the properties on our block, and that the school had been put on a lower priority list, but yesterday we got a Termination of Lease form, and have to be out of this apartment by the 14th of July! We also found out that our landlord has known about this date since last December, and yet never said a word to us, even though we see him often (he lives in the building) and are on good terms. We’d even talked within the last month about replacing our stove because the oven quit working. I can’t bitch at him, because we’re going to need his reference.
What also gets me is that when we talked to a person from the neighborhood association, we’re told that the city STILL doesn’t have all the money to buy up all the properties on the block (they need $7 million and have $4 million), and that the school is STILL on their lower priority list! There’s no hurry here, but we have to go. So half of this block, which is across the street from an existing elementary school, will consist of abandoned buildings, a dream come true for kids with rocks, drug dealers and sexual predators.
I can’t even picture the school they say they want to build (a junior high). The full block is the kind of block where there are single-family homes, 2 and 3 flats facing one street, an alley behind, then apartment buildings facing another street. They claim they don’t want the buildings on the other side of the alley, but that makes no sense. That would be one long, narrow stupid-looking school!
I can’t even begin to tell you all how angry and depressed I am. I thought we’d live here for the rest of our lives. We love this apartment, we love the neighborhood, we love everything about this area. We have no money set aside for a sudden move, we have no friends or family to help us move, we’re just fucked all around. For those who think we should have seen this coming, well, yeah, but what should we have done? Put everything in boxes and lived out of boxes when we thought we had a few more years? The money situation just caught us at a hard time, when we just don’t have any extra on hand. We’ll have to borrow money. We may get some moving expenses, but that’s not guaranteed at this point.
Moving sucks, everybody hates to do it, but I swore after the last time that I’d never do it again. For several reasons physically and mentally, it nearly put me in the hospital. But there’s nothing we can do about it. We have to. We have tens of thousands of books, LPs, CDs, cassettes, videotapes, DVDs, magazines…blah blah blah, to go on would be inane whining (it’s only stuff) but I didn’t want to have to move it all again. We don’t own a car either, so it’s going to be a nightmare all around. Whatever we can’t fit into the moving van we have to carry on the bus, including our 4 cats. Sorry to be boring. I’ve been railing and ranting and crying all day. We tried to cheer ourselves up by going to see Finding Nemo yesterday and I hated it. I think any other time I would have loved it. Tip: never go see a movie you want to love when you’re in a shitty mood.
So, anyway, we have to go find another apartment with everything we need price-wise and space-wise and lifestyle-wise. I’m NOT giving up my cats, and it has to be close to public transportation (freaking yuppies are buying up buildings close to all the “el” stops and turning them into condos for other yups, while driving out the working poor who REALLY need it…god I hate yuppies!!). Then we have to spend every waking hour just packing things. Thousands and thousands and thousands of things. As it is, we’ll probably leave thousands of items here, to be destroyed when the building is torn down (bright side, we don’t have to clean the apartment or make sure the trash is taken out!) If I’d had a year or even a few months, I probably could have sold a lot on ebay. If only our landlord had told us last December!
I fully realize this is all extremely pathetic-sounding. People have REAL problems that they’re coping with, and mine are not real problems. But it’s bothering me, and I had to get it off my chest.
FUCK YOU CITY OF CHICAGO BOARD OF EDUCATION!! There were other places in this neighborhood you could have used to build your stupid-looking assed school, and it wouldn’t have driven dozens and dozens of families out of their homes. Affordable housing is so scarce in Chicago, ESPECIALLY if you really have to be near public transportation.
AAARRRGGGHHH!!!
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