About two years ago, my husband and I got married–and, to date, I am very, very happy with the relationship that we have. Right after we got married, we decided that we wanted to buy a house–house prices were going up, I’d been permanently hired, and we were making a decent living. A house just seemed like the next, logical step.
So we found a house that we both really, really liked, and we bought it in January of 2005. Buying the house was a hassle–I’d really like to not repeat that experience if at all possible. But, hey, we have it, and we like it.
Unfortunately, the division that I was hired by has been purchased by another company , and I don’t necessarily know how secure my job is. I have no doubts as to whether I’d be able to find a new job; I’m smart enough, and jobs are plentiful enough, that I could find one given enough time. However, I make a lot now; I might not make as much in a different place. And, to complicate things, I’d like to go back to school to get an MLS; it’s what I want to do, and it’s what every person who’s talked to me for more than five minutes thinks that I should do.
Now, going back to school means capital-L Loans. And, to be honest, I’m a little intimidated by the idea of taking on yet more debt. I know that student loans work differently than regular loans. I also know that I’m not going to be happy doing what I’m doing now, and that my secondary plan (writing) isn’t going to work if I’m fracking miserable all the time. (Which, to be fair, is also partially caused by clinical depression, which I’m in the process of attempting to treat).
So. . .how badly, exactly, would taking a student loan for (max) 20K screw me over? I don’t know whether I’d qualify for FAFSA or not (we make over 50K/annually combined). And I don’t know how marketable an MLS is, and what the pay is like, other than some abstract figures that don’t really have any bearing on individual cases. I know that there are a lot of librarians and librarians-in-training on the boards, so I figured I’d look here for advice. Would loans be worth it to get into that field? And is it stupid to take a loan if you have a house payment?