I used to be a Republican. Now, I’m just a conservative.
I define “conservative” the way the Republicans used to: I’m in favor of less government spending, states’ rights, lower taxes, government the hell out of my face, common sense, personal responsibility, law, order, and personal accountability. Government handouts at a minimum, and only to those who can prove they need it or can pay it back in a given time frame.
This is why I’m no longer a Republican, since as far as I can tell, the Republican party doesn’t seem to stand for these things much any more.
In fact, under Bush, “Republican” seems to mean “we who do what we damn well please if we can get away with it, and then we’ll spin-doctor the unholy hell out of it to bamboozle the American people, who we don’t really listen to or care about anyway.”
I’d have voted for McCain over Bush, and for Dole over McCain. I voted for Gore in the last election, but only in the absence of a decent opposing candidate. If McCain or Dole had been in there, I’d have felt a lot better about voting for either of them.
…but, you see, Bush had been governor of Texas for a while before launching his White House bid. I live in Texas. I saw what the sonofabitch was doing, and I knew damn good and well he’d do the same thing if he got in on the national level. This is not a statesman. This is a businessman who simply wants to play with the big electric train set… and, while doing so, benefit his cronies and power base in any way he can.
Bush is not a civil servant. He is a civil master. He is not interested in the least in the “will of the people.” I would, in fact, be amazed if I really thought he gave a damn about gay marriage one way or another; I see the whole thing as a big smokescreen to get the more rabid members of his constituency distracted from the utter mess our foreign policy and economy have become since he got into office.
And, unless some sort of miracle happens in the Republican National Convention, I suppose I’ll be voting for Kerry this election. Not that I’m wild about Kerry, but the idea of Bush – back in power – still not giving a rat’s ass what is good for his country, or what anyone thinks of him – AND NOT HAVING TO WORRY ABOUT GETTING RE-ELECTED…
…scares the unholy crap out of me. He’s already acted irresponsibly. Ghod knows what he’ll do if he gets in there for another term.