As usual, I begin with the disclaimer that I am a Christian and a prospective law student (in a year)… so I bring baggage from both methods of inquiry to my reasoning… But here’s my personal take on this question.
The problem with the existence of God question is that it requires a good degree of faith… but this is tautological, because if it didn’t require faith this question wouldn’t be here to be debated… if there was “proof” or some logical steps would could follow to to determine the existence of God, someone within the past several millennia would have stumbled upon it. So, we must rely on circumstantial evidence…of course
I will try to refrain from any “God exists in the beauty of the sunset, etc” talk that Podkayne rejects as unconvincing although I certainly feel is valid (although, what does ugliness “prove”?)…
Most of my reply will be a direct reply to the (I thought very good) points made above by Podkayne merely to provide a foil and structure for my own views… nothing personal against Podkayne, and I actually thought his/her arguments were very clever and fun… but I’ll start with one of my favorite quotes, which I feel encapsulates something I feel is an important component of Christianity, and certainly other religions:
“We are not human beings having a spiritual experience, but spiritual beings having a human experience.”
As Descartes famously noted, his consciousness (“I think”) was powerful proof (“therefore”) to his own existence (“I am”). However, I also feel that my spiritual self, or rather, my consciousness, is perhaps the best piece of (albeit very circumstantial) evidence that God exists. However, let me be clear… I do not mean “my spiritual self” to mean “my ability to reason, and think”, but I mean rather that ephermeral, and hard to describe sense of “me”, the sense that I am a separate entity from others and there is some essence of my being that is beyond the merely physical.
This spritual awareness… that “I” exist, I feel is powerful evidence (not proof!) that God exists… I cannot imagine some chemical or biological mechanism, depite the complexity of our brains, that could generate such a fabulous illusion (as a Cognitive Science professor of mine feels consciousness is)… even if such a chemical or neurological process exists it begs the question of, upon what or whom is that process exerting the illusion? This is a very sticky paradox that I haven’t myself been able to resolve. I feel that the creation of that “divine spark” that makes life alive must be just that, of divine genesis.
However, I want to escape the corner that many Christians have painted themselves into (as a liberal Christian I am saddened by much of the damage that conservative and closed-minded, and often, paradoxically, uncompassionate and judgemental Christianity has done to my faith… but thats another thread in itself). So, I want to be clear that no “Creationist” (as usually understood) am I. I am very very persuaded by the evidence of evolutionary theory and in the change of organisms over time, and scientific inquiry in general… I am myself a computer and political scientist… But nowhere in evolutionary theory, which explains primarily physical and intellectual maturation, do I find an explanation for the spiritual essence that makes us truly alive nor how this wonderful illusion seems to have developed, or even work.
So, now that I’ve somewhat tackled that issue (rather poorly I imagine), I’ll touch upon Podkayne’s two pronged points on the paradox of the gift of reason ("If God created me, He specially made me with the ability to reason. Why would that God want me to set aside the reason and believe in Him blindly, without any evidence, before He would reveal himself to me? ") and that of God’s love (“God, if He exists as the Christians describe Him, knows my heart of hearts, and knows precisely what it would take to convince me of His existence. He also loves me, and doesn’t want me to go to Hell.”).
First, remember the my initial quote, about us being spiritual beings having an human experience. Our time on this earth is a time for our spiritual self to develop and grow, to become wiser and more holy with a growing acceptence of ourselves and the divine. God himself went through such a “human experience” through Jesus, as my faith dictates. Thus, if the primary reason for us being here is to grow spiritually and to learn for ourselves the power of God, love, charity, faith, brotherhood, and resisting temptation & evil. Yes, God gave us reason… but what good would it do for Him or for us to reveal Himself so easily… As the old saying goes “If you give a man a fish, you feed him for a day, if you teach him to fish, you feed him for a lifetime.” If God simply revealed Himself and the power of his love as logical and concrete Truths, there would be no incentive for us to get through, and appreciate this world we live in, NOR to make the mistakes, successes, reasoning, and just plain LIVING and LOVING that and so crucial to our spiritual development. In learning for ourselves God’s lessons we will hold much more value in them and their Truth, then if we were simply told.
In fact, the argument can be turned on its head… the question isn’t “Why did God give us reason and then ask us to believe in Him blindly?” but rather “Why would God bother to give us reason if He was going to flat out make His existence known and easily descernable by logic? Whats the point of reason if the ultimate Truth is simply revealed?” He gave us reasoning because it is the powerful tool upon which we work and shape our spiritual selves on our journey from this world to his… a journey that is necessary for our nascent spiritual beings to fully appreciate, through EXPERIENCE, the power of His teaching.
Secondly, although I’m not quite yet sure how to tackle it… I’m making this up as I go, there is the question of if God knows what is in my heart of hearts He knows how to convince me and also, if he loves me why does he send me to Hell if I fail on this world?
Well, again, it isn’t quite clear that God’s goal is to convice you that He exists… remember, He loves you and not Himself… at least, for me, the Christian God is not a selfish one… He does not need the self-reinforcement that your acceptence would give Him. Will you be better off accepting Him? Certainly, this is in fact vital and necessary for the development of your spiritual self. However, He knows that the development of your spirit is not made in the outcome, but in the journey itself. Again, if He just convinced you of his existence (not His goal) in the way most believable to you, you would miss much of the fire that molds us into our eventual spiritual maturation and acceptence into His kingdom (His goal).
Which leads us to why does God send me to Hell if I fail in that spiritual journey? If you fail to mature spiritually in the mortal world, God certainly doesn’t want you to stagnate in the bliss of His Kingdom, a spiritual being who has learned the wrong lessons from its time in a mortal vessel, should not be rewarded for its path through evil and temptation. However, I feel that only the really hopeless of those, those who are truly unreformable, will go to Hell… or God’s spiritual scrapheap, to be crude. Also, remember that there is, at least in Catholic teaching (to be more specific to my faith) a Purgatory, a place where one who has failed to learn the lessons on earth is essentially revealed much (but not all) of God’s lessons and given a lot (A LOT!) of time to, ahem, mull these over and one’s experience among humans before, hopefully, learning these lessons and finally being embraced and accepted by God into His kingdom.
Finally, besides being a (fairly new, I’m still learning… and will be pretty much always!!) Christian, and a law student-to-be, I am also a computer scientist. In the field of artificial intelligence a big question is… can we ever create a self-aware computer? (this is not just an INTELLIGENT computer… which can, to some extent, already be done) I personally don’t think so… and, if we can, that would be strong evidence to me that perhaps I am wrong about much of the above. However… how do we really prove that the computer is truly self aware? On a related note, how do I prove that any of the humans who surround me are self-aware? We cant, we can only be sure of our OWN self-awareness… But that’s another whose “sticky question”… and thats why these are Great Debates… facilitating our continued spiritual growth in the search for the answers to all of these ultimate, and very unclear, questions.
Again, I wrote this REALLY quickly (in about 45 minutes) with very little structure or proofreading and apologize for the length… I’m sure my argument is full of holes… take it for what its worth… an opinion from a young, inexperienced, and often incorrect Christian and amateur theologian :-). Also the standard disclaimer that I apologize for any unintentional offence given applies as I have immense respect for the religious and spiritual beliefs of others and I in no way am putting forth any of this as an attack on any single belief or The Truth (capital T’s)… just musings from a developing spiritual being awed, and constantly perplexed, by God’s wonder and love.
–M