It’s a long story, so I just highlighted the main question, but you can read the rest if you want.
2, 3 years ago I got this thing called Agoraphobia, it’s an irrational fear of public spaces, in my case that means that not all the time, but occasionally (5, 10% of time) when I’m in a public space (bus, shop, street…) I get dizzy and risk fainting if I don’t force my blood pressure up.
I actually fainted twice a few years ago (due to something else) and both times there was a bunch of people standing above me once I “woke up”, so that engraved in the back of my head and that’s how I got agoraphobia and now sometimes I get extremely uncomfortable in places with a bunch of people around and I may get a panic attack where I start thinking about how I will faint, which actually lowers my blood pressure and that makes me panic even more and then I just want to escape from that room, street or whatever.
I know that I will probably not faint, I try to convince myself, but it doesn’t help. Sometimes I get a panic attack at random moments without thinking about it, I was at a barber shop yesterday, I was thinking about something totally unrelated, everything was fine for 20 minutes and then out of a sudden I started panicking, my heart started working fast, I got lightheaded,etc.
Dealing with agoraphobia is a long process, I need to expose my self to public spaces more and so on, however, if I get the panic attack, combined with lowering of blood pressure, which I do at least every 20 days, how should I breathe to raise my blood pressure at that moment and get the most oxygen?
I don’t know how to breathe to do so, breathing quick is probably the worst thing to do, but breathing deeply also doesn’t seem to do the trick, heck, sometimes when I breathe in really deeply, I feel dizzy for a second, I don’t know why…
I am going to go on a vacation soon and I’m going to use multiple public transport vehicles, so I need to know how to deal with this.