I learned most of the math that I’ve taught and tutored in high school and college by working the problems in text books and doing so repeatedly until they were practically etched into my brain.
Just start with practically any college level remedial math text.
It’s just basic math and will take you by the hand step by step.
Read each chapter and make sure you understand what you’ve read. Take your time, work every example, every problem in the book. Several times if necessary!
Make a goal for yourself, something reasonable, like say a chapter per week. When you finish one chapter/text, go to the next, and so on until.~.there’s no guarantee that you’ll ever be another Einstein, but who knows?
I’ve seen that little bulb go off in people’s head many times.
You know the one where, “it makes sense now.” Usually it’s some little something that’s been missed or an approach that’s from a different perspective.
I am talking about a long term committment. If that’s what you’re interested in. I don’t know of any “crash courses” in advanced mathematics.
Remember, not everyone see’s math the same. To most it’s a problem…to some it’s a solution, to a few- it’s just math. If you find yourself stumped try working it backwards or apply a different scenario, something will ultimately make sense, provided you’ve understood what you’ve done up to this point. Be honest, don’t lie to yourself and claim to understand, when you don’t. Simply plugging in numbers with success won’t cut it.
I can’t tell you the number of folks I’ve known that did great in math classes BUT w/out a calculator they were absolutely lost. Nothing like a pencil and paper…granted there comes a time when it becomes almost necessary and that’s fine but until then. Even worse, next semester, they wouldn’t have a clue.
Also get the solutions manuals for the books, try not to rely on them though. Make sure they give explanations in addition to the answers. They will be well worth their cost. Try a used college bookstore. You can get obsolete books often for just a few dollars especially in the summer. I bet if you go to one and explain what’s up, you may just get all you want for free.
good luck