On Saturday I thought the three day weekend would be a great time to go through the bins above the kitchen cabinets. I’d sort out stuff to bring to the Salvation Army, and put away my cat’s mats and dishes so I’d be a little less sad (theoretically). The kitchen has high ceilings, so there’s quite a lot up there, and being short, this meant hauling out the tall step ladder. I got it all sort and put everything back. Almost. It was bringing down a little bin that I’d stuck on the fridge while moving everything else that ended up being my downfall.
Literally.
I fell off the second to last step of the ladder, and landed on my left knee. It hurt like hell for a couple of minutes, but I was surprised to find that I could stand, and even walk without a whole lot of pain. Except my knee buckled alarmingly, and repeatedly.
I called my brother, and we went off to urgent care. They took a lot of x-rays, and fortunately, nothing is broken. But the knee still worried the doctor because it moves right to left significantly more than it should (though he thinks my natural flexibility is more than normal in even in the non-injured knee). So I have a follow up appointment with orthopedics to look at possible ligament or cartilage damage, although doc #1 was fairly confident if I did ligament damage, at least I hadn’t completely snapped it because while it moves too freely, apparently not that freely.
I’m in a knee immobilizer at the moment, and home from work because, stairs are hard, and I’m a bit concerned about driving. I’m in pain, but still not a lot - and as far as I can tell, I’m not bruised which seems odd. This extra time off has given me a lot of time to worry.
How bad is the news on Friday going to be? I can cope with a surgery, if it comes to that, but honestly, I’m more worried about the short term. Am I going home Friday with this damn immobilizer still? I’m almost out of milk, I need to get back to work, and it won’t stop snowing, and…
Is there any chance that I’ll get another brace that will keep my knee from moving side to side, but allow me to bend it enough to get down stairs and drive okay? And not to necessarily have to use the accessible stall at work? Because, and this is a little TMI at the moment I can only wipe up if I pull my right leg out of my pants. It’s annoying enough now, but my period should be starting very, very soon! That’s hard enough with sweat pants and fleece pants, but I’ll need to wear real pants to work.
Pax East is the last week of February - am I going to be reasonably better by then? Or will I have to skip it a second year in a row? (Dad had a heart attack less than a week before last year so I had to stay behind to look after him).
Can someone(s) else who has knee injuries either reassure me or tell me scary-but-illustrative stories about their own recoveries? I’m 42, btw, and reasonably healthy.
I feel dumb. I only fell from a height of about two feet, and never considered how such a short fall could cause real damage to anything other than your head if you landed on it.