Today, I, along with 105 other people were told our that services will no longer be needed.
“We are laying off by seniority”, they said.
I missed the cut off by about a month.
Just 6 weeks ago the head honcho, had a state of the company meeting, telling us that we had work contracted for at least 3 years. Hey, it sounded good. Somebody got lied to.
Although the work was hot and physical, I enjoyed my time there. The thing I will miss most is my coworkers. I had only been there 16 months, but my department had become a family. I will miss them.
When I went back to my work station, to gather my personal things, my workpartner, my brother, my best Bud, Andy was waiting there, looking at me in disbelief. I got my stuff, said some good-byes and then went to Andy and stuck out my hand, he shook it, but wouldn’t let go and said, “You’re not leaving this building”, his eyes welling up, mine starting to. I said “I can’t handle this man, I’ll talk to you later”, and left.
Working at a job with people you get along with is great, having your work partner be your best friend is…well… fantastic.
This is the first time in 16 years that I don’t have a job, so this is new to me, I will have another, but that uncertainty of a new work enviornment, has me a bit jittery.
I feel sick.