There was a forum that someone invited me to come and be a gmod of. I was happy about this. I worked hard on this forum. I customized it and listened to what the administrator wanted. He liked what I wanted. Everything was going great. Then, since I started my new job this past week, he made someone else a gmod over there and he changed everything that I worked so hard on. He erased tables and color schemes, and basically everything that I did. And with the fact that I wasn’t in a good mood, for whatever reason, plus having my car receive $350 worth of damage to the wheels from hitting that piece of wood, I was not very happy at all what this new person did. They changed all the smilies, another thing that I spent a lot of time doing, to smilies that drive me crazy. Then, the language on the forums turned nasty. Well, since the administrator is the boss, I can’t do anything about it, but I felt violated. Noone even asked me if it would bother me to undo everything that I put into that board. This was time I should have spent searching for jobs. They behind my back and changed all this stuff.
Imagine that you are working on something, such as a paper, or a computer program, and then someone comes along and changes all the work you had done. This is how I feel right now.
Yesterday and today were the first days in a long while, at least a month or two, that I’ve dipped into this horrible depressed and miserable mood. I guess this venting didn’t really help things, but here it is. Thanks. Maybe if I get more sleep tonight, I will feel pretty good tomorrow. I might leave this board if the foul language and the “what I call” immoral stuff doesn’t end. This is in the administrator’s rules, so he doesn’t enforce his own rules. Again, Thanks for letting me vent like this.