The past few weeks I have been substitute teaching which basically means babysitter for high school students. I went into this with basically no expectations of what it would be like. Over the past couple of weeks I have developed a strong reaction to watching the students come into the classroom. I basically know nothing about the class before the it starts other than the name of the class. I do not know if it is an honors class, regular level class, or below average. But I can tell as soon as the students walk in how the class will go and if they will be above or below average by the racial make-up of the class. Mostly white and Asian with few blacks and Hispanics mixed in - an above average class that will be behave. Mostly black and Hispanic with a few whites mixed in - a below average class that will misbehave. It is also been the case in everyone of these classes that worst behaved kids will be black. They are like living stereotypes. They have no respect for the class or authority of any kind. It is not just my authority that they do not respect. Between classes it is guaranteed that there will be students who late going to class and disrespecting the hall monitors. These students are always black. This is not to say that all the black students are like this. I keep hearing that Chris Rock routine about blacks and niggers which totally disturbs me. I do not want to think like that. I try to say that the problem is socio-economic issues. However, the Hispanics in this area are much more likely to be poorer than the blacks in the area, but it is like night and day. Most of the Hispanic students despite being in the below classes are respectful. It is only the black students that combine being below average and misbehavior.
And the thing that really bothers me is that they do not try at all. It is like they are in a contest to see who can be the most ignorant. These students are actually much better if you dealing with them one on one. It is like they think it cool to be an ignorant fool.
How can I break myself of this view? Is there any way I could ever have a class of mostly black and Hispanic students and not like hear we go again. Can I break my developing view that Chris Rock is right that are blacks and niggers? I do not want to think of anyone as a nigger, but that seems to be what I am doing.
And is there anything that can be done for students that are in a contest of ignorance?