One of the most enlightening books I’ve read on American Fundamentalism is “I Fired God” by Jocelyn Zichterman.
The author was raised in an Independent Fundamentalist Baptist Church, a loose association of church’s that splintered from the more mainstream Billy Graham/Jerry Falwell evangelical religion.
This story is a personal memoir of growing up as the daughter of a preacher in one of these churches. It’s a horrific tale of physical and sexual abuse - some of the acts were condoned by the church, others willfully ignored. In general, these groups advocate for physical punishment -frequently severe- in order to “break the will” of children, starting from infancy. Yes, they advocate hitting crying babies.
But she also delves lightly into into the power structure of the group and its connection with right wing politics, and their ongoing war against secular humanism. There are other books that have much more information about the political structure of the movement, but this book is the one that helped me comprehend the evangelical mindset.
Critical thinking skills are considered an evil to be eradicated. This carries through to the less stringent churches on the evangelical spectrum, and it’s usually phrased in terms of “doubt”. Find God and he will eliminate your doubt. Doubt holds you back and hinders your accomplishments. I think this is in large part why so many conservatives can easily overlook glaring logical inconsistencies, what they call doubt is what I call critical thinking and reasoning.
There is also the prevailing underlying idea that your life is not your own, it belongs to God. And God has a plan for you. Traits that are nurtured in secular society, such as confidence and self-esteem, are seen as the work of the devil. This leads to a particular strain of toxic positivity … if you don’t accept your lot in life, if you feel hate and resentment over being controlled and oppressed - that’s going against God’s will.
Zichterman’s greatest challenge in leaving her abusive church was family and church members who kept insisting on meeting with her in the spirit of reconciliation and forgiveness, despite the fact that those meetings broke down and lead to her being retraumatized.
This same religiously shaded gaslighting comes into play in the conversations in the national political space. “The left” is composed of angry “haters” who hang on to the memories of injustice and refuse to forgive and move forward. That’s the danger of all the false equivalences swirling around - it’s like thinking an abusive relationship can be mediated. It can’t.