…namely, at a 1920s-style building between Fulton and Dey on Broadway, with just the knife-thin Milennium Hotel between us and the giant grave, PATH station, construction site, etc. I’ll be there tomorrow morning, even though a few of my family members (who don’t live in NYC) think it’s foolish of me to go into work, being so close to a giant target and having to use the subway to get there.
I plan to wear a black suit and a flag pin in my lapel, and my company is having moments of silence at the appropriate times. I plan to come in early, having my ID handy, and take the subway to City Hall instead of Brooklyn Bridge, since my usual stop is directly under my building. I expect to hear the bells toll right outside my window, as we look right into the stone steeple of old St. Paul’s.
This morning we had Mass at my RC church at Columbus Circle, with the new 9/11 Memorial plaque dedicated next to the one for parishoners who died in the World Wars. I remember the first time I went to Manhattan after it happened was for Mass on Sunday the 16th, and how abandoned midtown was, with everybody in black and so quiet, flags everywhere, Saks and all the Fifth Avenue stores with their shades down hiding their displays, one solitary flag flying at Rockefeller Center with the rest of the poles empty. I remember losing my job and bouncing from job to job for two years afterwards, as nobody seemed to want to hire anyone permanently.
I also remember my grandfather dying on the night of September 12th, he never knowing what had happened, and burying him the next Monday, buying the last flowers in NY and having relatives drive thousands of miles because they couldn’t fly, and passing by three firefighter funerals at St. Charles; we left saddened but so grateful that we were able to bury a 94-year-old man who had died peacefully in his own bed, with plenty of time for us to prepare.
Tomorrow evening, I’m meeting a friend and we’re going to have dinner in Tribeca and then go to the river to look at the Towers of Light. In a way, I wish the day was over; it’s something I find draining, as Grandpa’s death and my career troubles burned it into my memory in a way I can’t quite get over yet.
Anyway, that’s how one New Yorker plans to spend her day–how about you? No politics, please.
