I’ve been trying to work myself up to giving blood for a while now (since I turned 17) - it’s a terrifying concept to me, but something I feel I’m morally obligated to do. School started two weeks ago, and that suddenly became my excuse to forget about it.
But as I was eating dinner tonight, my father had the news on (special coverage because of the hurricane). And there was a clip, maybe ten seconds, about how the blood supplies are dangerously low in the region, and planes carrying blood from elsewhere can’t land, because hurricanes don’t get along so well with airplanes.
So: I made a decision, called a friend (who has donated before), and will be going to the local Red Cross donation center tomorrow, after school, to donate.
I’m feeling about the same way right now as I did the night before the first time I went away to summer camp: part of me is ready to meet the challenge, but the other part is absolutely terrified, wondering why on earth I’m going to do this to myself, looking desperately for a way to get me out of it.
Ideally, in under twenty-four hours, I will officially be a blood donor. In the meantime, I’m going to attempt to study for my math exam tomorrow and feel very very scared. [insert ‘biting my nails’ smiley here]