Excuse me, folks, but I saw a couple of headlines in this morning’s paper and I’ve got to rant.
A local manufacturing plant will be laying off 1,000 out of nearly 3,000 workers for at least one month, but it could be as long as six months. Another local company, one which was known as a good employers is also laying off people. When I turned to the business section, I read that people in the town Adelphia Cable is based in are worried about losing their jobs and their homes, in part because the owner of the company was indicted for securities fraud. Also, KMart has said they will close a local store, despite the protests of people who live near it and use it. The Ames my parents and I swore by is, of course long gone now.
I was laid off five and a half months ago, and I’m facing the end of my unemployment insurance benefits. I’ve accepted the reality of the market for unemployed programmers, so I’m back to looking for work as a temporary, or even permanent Administrative Assistant. So far, I’ve gotten 6 1/2 hours work as a receptionist when one company’s receptionist sprained her ankle. Damn it!!! I’m intelligent, competent, and hard-working. I’ve got two degrees, one in Japanese, and one in Computer Science. I don’t live expensively, and I’ve even got hardly any credit card debt. Still, I’m facing the very real prospect of my money running out. I’m hoping I can manage for another three months if I don’t get any work at all. A year ago, I figured that if I changed jobs I’d easily be able to earn about $5,000 USD more per year; now, I’m facing the prospect of earning about $5,000 per year less. I hear economists on the news talk about consumer spending. Right now, I’m wondering if I can afford a couple of bucks for waste canvas. I had thought about going to Hawaii this year. Now, I’m wondering how I can afford a trip to Maine, or even a weekend in Ohio. The manufacturing plant I mentioned is one of my former clients, and two of my better references work there. I’m pretty sure one of them won’t be affected – he works for my former employer, not the plant, but I’m not sure about the other one. Also, my former boss has just been reorganized out of her job.
It stinks. People like Kenneth Lay and the Rigas family (the owners of Adelphia) rip people off, live like kings, and complain because they have to sell of some of their five homes. I love my apartment. I’ve got a beautiful view to the east across a nice little valley, a building supervisor who works wonders, and a good landlord. It’s incredibly convenient, and it’s even pretty cheap. I don’t want to have to give it up and move back in with my parents. I’ve got a couple of 401k’s I can draw on, but they were for retirement. I’m capable of holding down a job; I’m capable of doing a damn good job! Just give me a chance to, please!!
Aaaarrgghhh!!! I know we’ve got a lot of unemployed Dopers out there, and some of them have been unemployed a lot longer than I have. I’m just frustrated and a bit frightened. I did everything right, I thought. I worked hard, went back to school, honed my qualifications until they gleamed, but it doesn’t feel like it made a difference. Oh well. Maybe there’ll be better news in the Sunday paper or in Monday’s e-mail?
CJ