The idea came to me in a dream.
Didn’t really give it much credence until the next day I was talking to my mother about my unhappy job situation (went from being a craps dealer to a cashier at Wal-Mart, and I hate working at Wal-Mart already, and I’ve been there less than two months. Plus the repetitive no-brain job is slowly turning my brain to slush). I told her I want to look for a different job, but I don’t know where- not really qualified for anything else. She said, "Well, meditate on it, pray to the Holy Spirit. Maybe something will come to you in a dream.
So, I found a school near my apartment, went and talked to the admissions officer today, got the tour, did some preliminary paperwork. Class starts the twenty-third of this month.
I think this might be a good career move for me. It’s a seven-month course (there is a student loan involved. Icky, debt…) and they have job placement assistance.
When I lost my last dealing job and took the one at Wal-Mart out of desparation, I started sinking into a depression. As many days as not, I’ll be crying as I get ready for work because I feel like a thing- a replacement part for a cash register that the Big Corporation can use up and discard when I wear out. I had lost a career doing something I enjoyed but couldn’t quite fit in with (from what I can tell, casinos want people who hate dealing, give lousy customer service and are uncooperative and verbally abusive to their coworkers) and wound up in a dead-end low wage job just to pay the rent. I don’t want to have a job that’s “just a job”. I want to do something I enjoy, that will be doing something good for other people, and that I can actually make a living at- eight dollars an hour in Vegas is about equivalent to minimum wage in my hometown of South Bend, IN. A single adult with no dependents would just barely eke out a living, and have maybe five dollars in the checkbook at the end of the month.
I’ve had a few massages, and I feel great afterward. Wonderful relieving of stress, great for getting the muscles relaxed before the chiropractor goes to work on my spine… And I like people. I enjoy interacting with them, and if I can perform a valuable service for someone, it gives me a warm feeling inside. Ideally, I would like to work with a chiropractor- it’s becoming increasingly common for chiropractors to employ massage therapists in their offices, for the reason stated above. And the course includes accupressure, shiatsu and reflexology, so I’ll be able to help with pain relief as well.
The more I think about it, the more I think it would be a good move for me.
So, yeah, I think I’m going to sign up for the class.