Depression lies like a sonofabitch. First thing the OP has to figure out is that just because you *feel *something doesn’t mean it’s true.
You don’t want an answer. You’ve shown that in this thread.
Read some Cioran quotes. It won’t give you any revelations but it can give a cultivated validation others have felt similarly about existence.
This kind of reinforces what I’m already feeling
Couldn’t that also apply to feeling like your life has meaning because you made it? That can undermine pretty much all the “advice” given".
I want and answer because I want more than anything else to put this idea to bed. But obviously I haven’t been able to because this so called advice isn’t good enough. I fails to answer what I’m asking and falls short. I wouldn’t be here if it did answer my question.
Perhaps, but plenty of folks have made a good-faith effort to try to respond thoughtfully, and that effort hasn’t been returned by you, in my view. As such, this thread is being put to bed. I hope you ultimately find what you’re seeking, but it’ll have to be outside of this message board.