I don’t think you can be reached, but I’ve gradually become a ‘hard core’ atheist. Specifically, while I don’t know the true nature of reality, I do know the evidence that has been presented to me. I know that given this evidence, the most probable truth is that all religions invented by humans are wrong.
Let me try to give you an idea of my way of thinking. Imagine you’ve been playing a game with unknown rules. You know what actions you took and what outcomes happened that you could directly observe. You discover that outcomes reported by other players without objective records (videotapes, experimental logs compiled by credentialed scientists) are not very trustworthy.
You don’t know the rules to the game, but give a certain set of credible evidence, you can infer the most probable set of rules you can.
As new evidence comes in, you update - you change your inferences.
Right now, the overwhelming majority of all credible, scientific evidence says that all religions are bullshit and the laws of physics are a set of relative simple and inviolate principles.
Based upon that set of data, you can only arrive at this one reasonable conclusion, and you’re a moron if you don’t. (yes, I think all religious people are at least stupid about this. I do not care what credentials society has awarded them, they are still stupid.)
I have no “faith” I’m right, I don’t have to. If tomorrow, objective, credible data starts being produced that says a specific religion is true, I’ll update my beliefs. Not all at once - a little at a time as each miracle is reported on and measured and verified legitimate by trustworthy people and hard to fake data is collected.
So in essence I don’t “believe” in anything but a process - of determining the most probable truth based on the available evidence. As the evidence changes, the most probable truth changes. I think religious people are stupid not because they are wrong (they could be right), but because they are reaching their conclusions despite all the facts saying something different.