Wow TBC, I believe in God and I think your arguments are incredibly lame. It’s all pretty much been said here, but I’ll give you my opinion, unbiased by “atheism”. The Universe didn’t HAVE to begin anymore than God had to. Obviously you don’t believe there was ever “nothing”, because you believe God has always existed. If you believe God has always existed, then you should be able to believe the Universe has. Even with the relatively limited amount that we know about the Universe from the different sciences, it’s undeniable that the it took billions of years to be where we are right now. God or no God, it’s obvious that the universe changed and that made it possible for us to be here. Whether God started the process or NOT, we are a product of billions(or trillions, whatever) of combinations that the universe went through, until one made life possible. Looking at the finished product makes it impossible for you to see all of the combinations and changes the universe went through, that did NOT make life possible. It only looks intentional because you can’t see all the failures.
There are gaps and nobody denies that. Their only argument against God is there’s no evidence for his existence. Honest point. Believing in God by default, because you can’t explain things any other way is kind of a stretch. Hopefully by the time some more of those “gaps” close, you’ll have come up with a new reason for your beliefs.