Well, this sucks.
A couple of days ago, in the morning as I was lying in bed, strangling Schooner away from shoving his cold wet whiskery nose in my face (“Breakfast time! LOVE you! Lovelovelove FEED ME!”) I noticed something odd in his neck. Something not right. Two somethings, in fact: Two somewhat mobile lumps, one on either side of his windpipe up near the jaw, roughly the size of a fingernail.
He was otherwise his usual plump healthy vigorous self, so I didn’t worry too much, though I also noticed when I looked closely that his neck seemed a bit puffy in that area. Checking the other cats, I found no similar anatomical features on them. Schooner did sound a wee bit snarfly now and then, though, and the more I thought about it, the more worried I got.
I managed to get him in to see the vet yesterday afternoon, the same one who’d taken care of my recently departed Peanut. First reaction on seeing me: “Oh, no! Not another one!” Schooner got palpated and had his claws clipped; we talked a bit about how he’s been; yes, the word “cancer” came up; then I left him with them for a blood draw, a needle biopsy, and further workup while I went home to get some urgent work out.
When I picked him up at 6:00 p.m., the vet was guarded. Blood work and biopsy still needed to be processed; in the meantime we decided to start him on a steroid to try to shrink the throat blobs. She got a pill down his reluctant throat and called in a liquid compound prescription to our local pharmacy. Drat! I’d thrown out Peanut’s leftover steroid just a couple of weeks ago, too! I’ve got a pill for tonight (to crush and mix into his food; it took the vet and vet tech both to get the pill into Schooner last evening) if the compound isn’t ready today.
We talked briefly then about whether I’d consider chemotherapy if it proved to be cancer. We discussed it again this morning, when the vet called with the blood work results. His results were all robustly normal except for a gray area thyroid value, but he certainly isn’t looking hyperthyroid. The biopsy results won’t be in till next week. I said I preferred quality of life over quantity, which she strongly agreed with.
For Schooner especially, who is terrified of strangers and does not handle being taken from his familiar surroundings well, having to be driven an hour to get to a specialty clinic where strangers will do frightening things to him, in pursuit of a cure which might well fail, or only buy him a few more months of life, with who knows what side effects – well, as I said, quality of life over quantity matters more to me.
It is also possible – just barely – that the masses could be removed surgically; there is a specialist surgeon who comes to my vet’s office periodically who could do it. But the lumps are in an area fraught with surgical peril, and it’s quite possible they simply aren’t removable anyway.
So Schooner will stay on his steroid for now, with a checkup scheduled for next Tuesday morning. If he becomes distressed – difficulty eating or breathing – he’ll be seen right away. (So far his eating is no problem!) We’ll go on from here with the prime directive his happiness and comfort, and do what must be done when it must be done.
Damn. Had him from a kitten, and he’s only ten years old.