It’s convoluted and doesn’t make sense. I can handle logical convolution, but not illogical convolution.
The mainstream churches teach that
God is Love.
Jesus is God.
Jesus is Alive.
God created everything in the Universe, knows your every need, and will address your beseechings (on his own time, of course).
Has the power to wipe out people he considers “evil.”
OK, I can get with those things. Even if you ignore the things in the Old Testament that don’t jibe with them (like if God is Love, why would he play that horrible “gotcha” on Abraham? Why would he let Job suffer like that? Why would he let Lot’s wife turn into a pillar of salt just because she made the mistake of watching her lovely decorated house go up into holy fire? Why punish all the Egyptians for the stubborness of one pharoah?)
The things that don’t make sense to me:
Adam and Eve were given free will, because God didn’t want robots as Childen. But because he is the ultimate Creator, which would imply that he knows something about his creations, he knew Adam and Eve would eventually sin. Instead of being Love and forgiving him, he rejects them and not only taints the two of them with a scarlett letter, but he does it with all the subsequent generations. Even though he (and anyone else with an IQ above a potato’s) could guess that this would happen eventually, since he created objects with free will. The odds that Adam and Eve and the billions of descendents they would leave would continue to be innocent and untempted by the serpeant is so slim that it boggles the mind that God would be surprised by the turn of events that occurred. He might as well have just created Adam and Eve will scarlett letters already emblazened on them from the get-go.
Given the above, it seems awfully unfair to blame humans for the act of their distant ancestors. If humans couldn’t even “behave” in the perfect land of the Garden of Eden, what made God think they could behave in a world full of death, pain, and hunger? He was not only punishing them and their future children, but setting them up for more and more failure. It’s kind of like punishing your kids for shoplifting by locking them up in a candystore and saying “don’t touch, even when you get hungry.”
So then God realizes this and starts to hate his creations so much that he destroys them. Except for good ole Noah. Why not have the story begin with Noah, then? It sure would have made God come out looking a lot better. And did Noah carry with him the seed of sin left by Adam and Eve? Why was he shown grace while no one else was? The fact that God was able to show favor to certain humans, even though everyone carried the same taint of original sin, showed that he was aware that people could still be good while also sinful. Which makes the whole let’s-send-Jesus-down-to-save-people thing unnecessary, correct? Unless he let Noah go up into hellfire too. Which contradicts the “God is Love” tenet that Christians latch onto all the time.
The logic, as I was taught, is as follows: Humans used to be so horrible, horrific creatures because they wouldn’t follow the 10 commandments and the close-to-impossible-to-follow Levitical Laws, apparently because they were all tainted by what Adam and Eve did. It’s like by biting the forbidden fruit, those two created a genetic mutation of evil that was passed down through the generations, and nothing the people afterwards did could fix it. God threw all of them away once they were done living their horrible, horrific wretched lives, he was so sick of them. And yet the Old Testament contains accounts of apparently “good” people, like Abraham, Moses, Solomon, David, Ruth, Ester, and all the prophets. Again, I ask, are these people tainted just like the rest of their peers and similarly destined for the hellfire? Or will God show them grace because they were obedient and good? Because if it’s the latter, then that makes the point of Jesus’s sacrifice yet again unecessary.
If Jesus is God and he’s Alive, then he didn’t sacrifice himself. Sacrifice means giving something up permantly to display your love and devotion. But Jesus is Alive and we’re all told that we will meet up with him once we die. In fact, we are taught to pray to Jesus and he will give us strength. So apparently he was not “lost” or “given up”, because although he’s not here in the flesh, he’s still quite “present” in our lives. Especially since he’s also God. And God is everywhere. So just how was his “death” supposed to accomplish anything. Was it just performance art? Christains should stop using the “lamb of God” and any other reference to sacrifice, and just say “God wanted to create a spectacle like Harry Houdini use to do. Wasn’t it amazing that Jesus, supposedly dead, rose from the dead after three days in a dusty tomb!” That makes a ton more sense than Jesus-as-God’s-sacrifice does.
Now the resurrection is inspirational, but again, it doesn’t go to the matter of “cleansing us of our sins”. It just further emphasizes that he’s both supernatural and very much alive…that the sacrifice was not “for real for real”.
Some will say that we should look at how Jesus lived his life as a role model for being “good”. OK, I can get with that. I can’t think of anything really bad that Jesus did, except for that time he called a gentile woman a dog (but he did kinda sorta apologize to her) and he also a cursed a poor fig tree that would not produce fruits. But I would argue that it’s easy to be a role model when you know you are the Son of God and you can perform miracles. Did Jesus really have a choice to be anything other than “good”? Yes, he was tempted in the desert and almost succumbed to the devil, but if Jesus is God (or at least closely intimate with him) then he knew that the whole history of the world would play out differently if he did falter. That’s a little different than being tempted to take the last cookie from the cookie jar when you know the only consequence is getting a “time out.” God-as-Jesus was not human the same way you and I are. It’s like pointing at Albert Einstein and telling a mentally handicapped person that he can be just as smart if he worked hard enough. Just ain’t gonna happen.
Basically, the illogical points that no one has been able to reconcile to my satisfaction:
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Does not the very nature of “original sin” take away the central tenet of free will? If original sin automatically sends people to hell, then isn’t that functionally the same as creating evil robots who are destined to hell?
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On what basis does God discriminate good and bad people before the “sacrifice” of Jesus. Or was it more like everyone was bad, but some less bad than others?
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Jesus dies for humanity’s sins and therefore “saves” us from eternal damnation. But that’s not true. Because if you don’t believe, or you believe and don’t repent all your sins, then you can still go to hell. Why is belief in Jesus (or rather, believe that he “saved” us) more important than following the 10 Commandments and following Jesus’s teachings to the very best of your abilities? If you can still go to hell and do everything “right”, then Jesus didn’t really save us, did he? He just gave us an escape hatch, and not even an easy one to obtain. (What? You think it’s easy to believe in a virgin birth, prophesized a thousand years before? You think it’s easy to believe a man could not only turn water into wine and feed the multitudes from just a few loaves and fishes, but also raise two men from the dead, himself and another? And that the only records of these events have not been edited to make the story picture perfect? Really?)
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He gave us an escape hatch from a punishment that he, or his father (it’s so confusing), created in the first place. Why not remove the need for the escape hatch, since the Old Testament shows us that God did actually love some people, all without Jesus’s intervention? Removing the horrible, over-the-top punishment seems a lot easier, especially for the diety creating all the rules, than what actually happened.
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None of us asked to be born into “sinful” bodies. So why should we be grateful for being “saved” from a predicament we did not do anything to deserve? I have told a few lies in my life (though I’ve never given false testimony against anyone, which is all the Bible prohibits) and perhaps stolen a few grapes from the grocery story when I was a kid. And yes, I might have been petty or catty or disobeyed my parents a few times. But I’m really struggling about what other sins I’ve committed that would warrant me being “saved”. I’m not an angel, but I’m not a dirty rat drowing in pond scum either. Christians command us to love Jesus for helping us so much, but I just can’t. I don’t have anything against him, but I can’t love someone just because he decided to matyr himself for a cause that doesn’t make sense to me. And to go right to the heart of the problem, if he truly “saved” me from hellfire, then God is not Love. Because surely a loving God wouldn’t send me to hellfire just because I once rolled my eyes at my mother and stole some grapes at the grocery store when I was little. Right?
Right?