I’ve been working in construction for about four years now and while its not bad work, I’ve been feeling myself changing as a result of it. I used to be highly creative and optimistic, my English teacher said I had a future in writing but as a result of needing to make money, I had to stick with being a highly-paid monkey going to wherever there was work in insulating. What I dont like about it, is that I’m scared of losing my previous personality altogether as a result of this work, a job in construction pretty much guarantees you wont be called upon for using the right-side of your brain as much. Maybe its just me but has anyone else seen themselves change dramatically (for better or worse) as a result of the jobs they were in? I really would like to rediscover my old talents but I’m having a hard time because of the money trap and I fear one day I’ll look in the mirror to see a complete stranger and this scares the hell out of me.
Do any of you work in jobs like this? And have you been able to hold onto your sense of self throughout?