Just want to see.

So I’m driving home on a rainy, dark and depressing Monday evening and my cd song rotation brings up Cowboy Junkies, “Just want to see”.

A sample few lines from the song:

“… don’t want to be no chalk line drawing
(I just want to see…)
Toe-tagged question mark, until identifying
(I just want to see…)
I don’t want to fuse with no economy seat
(I just want to see…)
fuel some fireball at 30,000 feet
(I just want to see what kills me)…”

So it got me curious… who’d like to see what kills them? You can’t escape it. You can’t avoid it. You can’t know when it’s going to happen. All that you know is what it’ll be.

Yes, I know it smacks heavily of fate, determinism, karma and destiny. Let’s just suspend the high improbability of that.

As for me… I’m still thinking… :dubious:

Sending this lead balloon up one more time just to see how quickly it crashes through the bottom of this forum. :stuck_out_tongue:

You mean, find out how I die? Not time or anything, just exactly what kills me?

Nope. Don’t wanna. Who would want to know?