Arrrgh!!! I had this all written out and we had a power fluctuation and I lost it all… Well, here goes again…
I’m trying to kick the “sugar” monkey off my back…
I’ve struggled with my weight for most of my life. I’ve had a few successful diets (in that I lost weight) but even then, I was “cheating” while I was dieting…
I’ve been a type II diabetic for about the last 2-3 yrs. In the past 6 months, I had been completely ignoring that fact and going crazy with sugar consumption, especially regular pop (coke, pepsi, etc), cookies, candy, and ice cream. About a month ago, I realized I was out of control and decided to do something about it. I cleaned out the house and decided to take a week’s vacation to get a start on a new plan.
I committed myself to completely eliminating sugar pop, candy, cookies, ice cream, and the like. Other menu items that might contain some sugar (such as salad dressing or other condiments) would be allowed as long as I wasn’t over-indulging. I have stuck with my plan 100% thus far, and have lost a bit over 10 lbs thus far. I was having some pretty bad cravings for a while, and got some sugar free items to help get past them such as the sugar free Hershey chocolates, and sugar free Jello and pudding. I always limited myself to their intake once a day, and limited myself to the package suggested serving size. In the past 5-7 days, the cravings have moderated quite a bit and are now manageable.
In the past, my diets always battled my mind - I could rationalize anything… So I am very cautious about “rationalizing” my way out of this plan… Yet, in the past few weeks I have thought about how I’ve heard that saying you’ll “never” have something again is bad… and I’ve been wondering if it might be advisable to allow myself to have one sugar-type item every so often, such as once a month, or whatever… Set a strict schedule for both amount and frequency beforehand and stick with it.
I wonder though, might that “restart” the cravings for sugar, like an alcoholic taking that first drink??? Or is that all in my mind?
And is the whole concept of “not saying never” just another rationalization my mind is using to try and talk myself out of my diet???
So…I’d appreciate any input from others who have battled the sugar monkey…