Ok the first thing I want to say is
I AM UNDER A DOCTOR’S CARE
The second thing i wanted to say is
I AM UNDER A DOCTOR’S CARE!!!
So I’m hoping this can stay open. As I’m really looking for opinions and more imprtantly, what I can ask my doctor (WHO I WILL BE CONSULTING WITH SOON!)
Anyway, I’ve had the worst year of my life. And one result is my drinking too much. My doctor thought librium would help.
It’s helped. A lot. Not just wit the drinking but with the anxiety I’ve dealt with my whole life.
I’ve had other prescriptioens for anxiety before. Prozac (but that’s really more for depression and I don’t think that’s really me problem). Lexapro (horrible…did nothing but knock me out. Kep me or lord from Lexapro ever again!). Efexxor (also more for depression plus it screws up your sex drive. For god sake, without a sex drive I will have a good reasone to be depressed!). Klonapin (sp?) which is for anxiety but just makes me feel high and that’s the last thing I need…I want to be straight (as far as drugs go I mean)
So nothing’s worked. Till librium. God this is wonderfu. Doesn’t make me high, helps me not want to drink, stops the comulsive thinking, lets me get things done. my god, just tonight I wrote 1000 words on a story I was thinking about that I hadn’t been able to write at all for the past 6 months.
My question I guess, is, well, I can’t keep taking it. My PDR says no more than 4 months. The question is, if this works and nothing else does, what might else work?
I’m also interested in any other experience related…alcohol detox? anxiety? other drugs? Anything.
And I will say one more time I AMUNDER A DOCTORS CARE AND I WILL BE SEENING HIM SOON.
I guess I’m looking for things to ask him about, and maybe personal experiences.
So I hope this can stay open.