Starting weight in Sept.: 270 lbs.
Beginning Medifast in Oct.: 257 lbs.
Current weight: @ 226 lbs.
Goal weight: first 210, then 160 lbs.
It’s the hardest thing I’ve ever done in my life, just to keep trying, keep making the right decision, not give in or give up, and if I do, to get right back in the game. Two big things are making it possible - the first is that I know I have ADD and I can take medicine for it. The second is that I learned I am gluten intolerant, so I no longer eat wheat.
I’m still not eating healthy enough, but I’m definitely eating healthier.
I’ve got my shapely legs and butt back, that’s very nice. Things I hadn’t expected:
- I have forehead wrinkles now. Didn’t have those before.
- my hands have gotten slightly crepey and the skin is much looser than it used to be.
- I can’t sleep in the same position for long periods of time. I’ve lost too much padding, and my joints start to ache.
I’m fitting into clothes I haven’t worn in 10+ years. In five more pounds, I’ll be down to my college weight. Once I’m down to 200, I’ll be in uncharted territory - I haven’t weighed that little in my entire adult life.
I am convinced, though, that sizes have gotten significantly bigger. While I’m thrilled to fit into a size 18 now, I feel like I’m cheating. I can remember wearing a size 18 when I was 20 pounds lighter. One thing that’s new since I was last wearing these sizes, you can find size 18 in normal people stores and in catalogs that don’t offer plus size clothings. That’s very, very nice.