Thanks for the response, js_africanus. I sort of understand a little more what you’re talking about now. But perhaps I should restate my earlier post: the basic, everyday math I would like to become more proficient in I have trouble with because I’m not good with numbers. Seriously, I mean no offense by this, because I can tell it’s a subject you care deeply about, and I respect that, but what you told me there is not anything I really care about or have any interest in learning about. I’d like to become better at… you know, doing quick, slightly complicated division in my head, dealing with fractions and percentages quickly. That’s all. Stuff that’s probably pretty basic to you, but I was never really able to fully grasp. Everything else you talked about means nothing to me. And I do really mean ‘no offense’. I don’t want to come across as saying, “well, that’s just boring”, because it’s obviously not boring to you. Just nothing I care about, personally.
As far as me not being good at arithmetic for ‘no particularly good reason’, well, you may or may not be right there. I’m not sure, which is one of the reason I’d like to try and pick up some of the very basics again. All I know is, in high school, I did pretty well in every subject expect math. And it wasn’t something I just decided one day that I was no good at or that I didn’t need or that I didn’t care about. I really did struggle with it. Senior year, when I was really trying to get all my grades up in anticipation of college, I actually hired, out of my own pocket, an outside math tutor. I remember working with that woman a few times a week. Things would seem to make sense when she explained them, but then come test time… it was gone. Things just didn’t click. The concepts that seemed to have made sense in my head a few days prior were all jumbled again. As I said, I know I wasn’t a stupid person, so it was pretty frustrating. Thankfully, I majored in Creative Writing in college, and got my only math requirement out of the way by taking ‘Intro To Programming’!
And today, really, the only reason I want to even relearn the basics is to become a better poker player. I know that probably kills you; you probably lump that in with the ‘poor attitude’ you speak of, and I can’t really argue with that. But the fact is, I just haven’t had the need or desire, other than to use it to play a game. Perhaps it’s hard for some people to understand, but it just simply hasn’t come up in my adult life.