I thought of this because of the thread I have about the cat that has been hanging around my house.
My cats, 'Stache, Banshee, Jet Jaguar and Patches are indoor cats. Only Jet and 'Stache have ever really lived outdoors. 'Stache was less than a year old when we got her. She lived in a barn where she was born, and given to us by the owners of the born. Jet was abandoned by his owners and left to fend for himself. He was maybe a year old at most when I took him in. Banshee and Patches we got as kittens.
But they all watch the cats outside. Some of the roaming cats in the neighborhood must have owners. But watching Jey look out of the window I can’t help but think he he misses being out there. He’s been an indoor cat for 9 years now, and he got lost once…(and came back hungry, cold and seemingly without the desire to go outside of his warm foodhole again) but still…I feel sorry for him at those times.
Does he think I keep him prisoner? He’s pretty affectionate towards me, but I wonder if some days he thinks “Man, if I could get out there I’d have some real fun! Screw this joint. That big guy never lets me go outside and wander!”.
I know where 'Stache and Banshee sit on this. Banshee is terrified of being outside. If you carry her outside of the door and put her in the grass she runs back to the door and curls up crying to get back in. She hates it out there. But she’s ALWAYS lived indoors. (she was only about 6 weeksold when we got her). 'Stache is nearly 15 years old. She is only interested in sleeping, eating and being petted. She has made a run for the door in the summers, but only to go eat grass. She’s content to not be outside since the wife will bring grass in here for her to munch. (why do cats like to eat grass? I dunno)
Patches, being only a year old and not fixed yet, is like Jet. She watches the other cats outside, but displays no real desire to go out there. Sure if I left a door open she’d wander out…but she doesn’t actively try to leave. I think the cats that do come by (even before we left food outside for them) began coming by because of her. She’s not fixed and goes into heat every so often. I think it atteacts the other cats. Theres a furry fat orannge cat we just call The Nemesis that comes by at night. He jumps on the window sill of the bathroom from outsiode and we’ve found him staring into the house at Patches or Jet. (one or both of them will sit on the other side) They don’t hiss or growl or anything. They just stare at each other. I’m positive the Nemesis has a home. He’s way too big to be a stray. (We call him that because Banshee, if she sees him goes apeshit. Banshee is fat and slow, but she hates any other cat that she doesn’t know. She only likes 'Stache because they were the original 2. She tolerates Jet and lets Patches alone as long as Patches doesn’t come too close to her.)
I wish these guys could talk. I would be interested in knowing what they think. I guess I wonder if they think of me as the guy that makes them stay inside or the guy that spends money on their well being and plays and pets them. I guess, I wonder if they really like me or they just tolerate me.
Bah…I wish I had a dog at times. At least I could always tell that my former dogs liked me.