It’s a real struggle keeping it together on the phone and in public.
At home, it’s cleaning and packing her things.
Yesterday, when I got home from grocery shopping, out of habit, I called out that I was home. And promptly lost it.
I always tried to convince myself I was talking to the cats. Those moments are so incredibly hard.
As for keeping it together, know that the vast, vast majority of the people you meet will support and never judge if you tell them what’s going on. I’m pretty private, so I didn’t often share it, but there are times when you might need to say “I can’t handle this right now” no matter what the “this” is.
In some cases, people will be so afraid of saying the wrong thing that they’ll treat you like you’re glass. That can be its own frustration, but if there are times when you need to be treated like glass, take advantage.
I can’t imagine. My thoughts and best wishes continue to be with you.
I’m probably more private than that. When I’m out in public, I prefer that no one remember I was there.
I hear ya. I’m glad you can share with us here. Best wishes.
internet hugs, Coach, it’s all I got. 
I hear you. The vast majority of the time, I liked knowing that no one was going to make sad noises and ask me how I was doing. Anonymity is really soothing.
Anyone else find themselves treating their SO a bit more special the past week?