Welcome to my pity party.
I don’t expect much in the way of pity, not only because I realize I am doing pretty well by any measure, but also because I am solely responsible for the choices that brought about my situation. But I still find myself a tad pissed.
In my office of ~50 attorneys there is one category of work that is probably 80-90% of our office’s workload, if not more. It happens to be the type of work I do and like doing best. However, for reasons I have never really understood it is not considered terribly important by the highest up, and no matter how one excels at it, it will not be the basis for promotions or bonuses.
Some time ago I decided that my current position supports a fine lifestyle, and I would rather do the work I don’t mind at my current salary, than do stuff I really dislike in the hopes of a promotion.
Well, today we got a list of the folks who have been promoted above me, including 2 guys in our office each of whom have about 1/2 my 22 years in. Both of them chose to concentrate in areas I don’t care to do - mainly because they don’t care to do the area I do best.
BTW - work in my area has been increasing tremendously. Like an idiot, I’ve been doing all of the work I’ve been assigned, as well as picking up for any number of my colleagues who haven’t been able to keep up. Last week at an office meeting the head of our office was going on and on about the incredible amount of work one attorney (me) was turning out, and urging others to increase their production. She said tho I constitute 2% of our staff, I have been responsible for 8% of our office’s output in this area.
Like I said, I understand that I made a conscious choice to do this category of work, and my compensation supports a very comfortable lifestyle. It’s just that I feel like a fucking idiot for doing more than the bare minimum, if doing so isn’t going to earn me one red cent.
Just bitching here. Glad my complaints are so minor!
Now I think I’m gonna take me a nice long lunch! After that, I think I’m gonna get me an extension in that cae I was planning on cranking out this afternoon.