What would Christmas be without a little guilt?
First off, my apologies to anyone out there having a truly shitty Christmas, my problem is trivial in comparison.
My wife is into horses, don’t ask me to explain it, I can’t. Something about girls and ponies, but that’s another thread. Anyhow this year we built a barn so her beasties could live in our back yard. Not just a simple shed either, it’s the bees-knees of barns. Lots of $.
My wife also can’t stand computers, hates the things, but tolerates the fact that I like them. The machine I use at home is a relic, vintage 1996 Pentium 166. Still does some things well, just really slow.
I would love a new unit, but money is surprisingly tight, and my schoolteacher wife wants to quit work after this year to stay home with our newborn. We keep trying to get on a real budget, trying to figure out how we’re going to live on my salary alone (did I mention HORSES$).
Anyhow, a while back, she tells me that it’s okay if I order a new computer. Her 'rents usually give us a check for Xmas, and it would go most of the way towards a new system. I think part of it is guilt for the whole barn deal.
I’m torn. I really want a new system, something that can actually keep up with current software, but yet I also know that the money would be better spent trying to set aside savings for the future.
So, who should I be this year? Selfish asshole or caring husband/father?