I know this is really 10th-grade hypothesizing – even though I’ve read the literature and watched the videos hundreds, if not thousands of times (I should have by now – I’m 56) and it’s all very fascinating, I still have a hard time grasping it. More like, an impossible time grasping it.
When I die, all the atoms that made up my human self are going to go off to wherever atoms go – but truly, what will happen to them? Will they just circulate in the universe, drifting from role to role, for the length of the universe, whatever THAT might be? WHY are they so full of energy, and if they ARE, why don’t they just all spontaneously combust? What is stopping them from just all fissioning right there and then?
Do I truly have one or two atoms of Jesus in me, or is that just a trope? When something, like a fetus, grows, where do the atoms that make it grow come from? Are they just randomly harvested from whatever’s nearby . . . or what?
I do realize that not even theoretical physicists fully understand all this stuff – if they did, they’d all be small gods, wouldn’t they? So why do they even bother to try to explain things that no human mind – not even Albert Einstein’s – is able to grasp?
I realize that a lot of it is through mathematics – and proofs, and hypotheses like Higgs’s brainstorm, but why don’t physicists just come right out and admit that they have no idea what’s going on except in the most incredibly crude terms (iron is hard because it’s just . . . very, very hard. Steel is harder because, well, there are more atoms in it than iron) etc. until madness and insanity just turn their brains to mush?
Like when they talk about the “age of the universe,” and come up with some impossibly improbably accurate figures such as “14.3 billion years,” who are they trying to fool? How on EARTH would anyone be able to prove that?
I realise that “Man” must struggle for answers, but when does “Man” just throw up his hands and say, “We give up. We don’t know and we probably never will know.” Why do they find it so hard to just out and out SAY that, instead of coming up with hallucinogenic concepts such as “branes” and “strings,” which, even to a math fail like me, sound suspiciously like “Make-work projects for people who are immensely talented at math but have really nothing better to do.”
And, as is my wont, I’ll throw in another huge puzzler that has really not much to do with my original question, but begs an answer: if graphene can be made in sheets only one atom thick, wouldn’t they just either just pass through a human hand like butter, as each atom bypasses the atoms in one’s hand, or be completely invisible to anything but extremely powerful scanning-tunneling electron microscopes? And if such sheets could actually be manufactured in sufficiently large sizes, wouldn’t they be the ultimate Star-Trekkian force field that anyone could ever come up with?
(if you imagine that these so-called sheets of graphene could be assembled, two at a time, so that one sheets’s atoms neatly blocked the gaps in the other sheet’s hexagonal matrix, wouldn’t that be an impenetrable substance that no explosion on earth could penetrate?)
Ah, I doth think too much. God doesn’t play dice – He watches porn all day.