I’m on radiation therapy, and get two zaps of radiation in each visit, one aimed toward the chest, and another toward to the back. They don’t always come in the same order. Sometimes I get the chest first, sometimes the back first.
Anyway, this past Friday, the second dose seemed to take at least twice as long as any other. I didn’t time it. It just felt interminably long.
When the nurse trainee, a nice young man, came out from behind the shielding, I asked him about it. He was not at all surprised by my query and said that when the hospital’s power is under high demand, the machine (a Varian, if that means anything) might emit less powerful radiation which is then made up for by stretching out the time of dosage. (Sorry for such high-tech terminology. )
I let it go, but later on, I seemed to have gotten a little more fatigued than usual. Went for some Chinese takeout, but couldn’t, as it turned out, eat much. And my excellent appetite has been constant through therapy.
So then I called Radiation Oncology, to get the scoop from some higher authority there. This turned out to be the technologist who swore up and down that I get the same amount of radiation each and every time. She didn’t even try to address the prolonged zapping period.
I still wonder. Chest, is a little red in a sort of butterfly pattern; back feels sun burnt but doesn’t look it.
In future, I’m gonna stopwatch the dose time, just to get some numbers on it. I have two timers and will start keeping tabs of both.
Afterthought. That Friday was an especially pleasant morning, nice and warm Maybe the hospital had a big power call for air conditioning.
My appetite returned to normal on Saturday.
Am I unwise- okay, stupid - to even wonder about this stuff?