Lib:
At this point, I do not think that you are crazy. If I did, I wouldn’t bother with trying to discuss anything with you. I’ve tried it with crazy people before–talk about closed reference frames…
Maybe I misstated my point. As you have neatly pointed out, there is no way you can “prove” God to me. Or anything else, for that matter. Further, while a detailed description of what you believe (and how it relates to objectivism/libertarianism) is certainly interesting, it goes nowhere toward convincing me. Both of these approaches are constantly in some stage of debate on this board, and are–to my mind–pretty tired, especially since greater minds than ours have been hacking away at them for centuries, with no real “success”.
What I am more interested in is why you believe as you do. Obviously, I cannot experience what you have experienced or relive your memories. However, since I don’t think you are crazy, I believe that you can explain/describe this. Not what you believe, but how you came to think this way. Particularly when you say “by revelation”: That sounds fascinating, and I would be interested in what form this revelation took.
Given this type of information, I may conclude any number of things–that you are correct, that you are nuts, that you have way to much caffeine, etc. The point being that, by describing your reasons for accepting your “axioms”, by explaining how you perceived them in your reference frame, I have useful information to work with.
In other words, you believe what you believe. All this talk of reality, objectivism, etc. is a description of the conclusions you have drawn during the processes of integrating these beliefs into your world-view. I’m more interested in how they became your beliefs to begin with.
This does not require strict adherence to any particular epistemology. As Spock said, “Logic is the beginning of wisdom.”
I think a lot of these verbal peregrinations you engage in are, consciously or not, attempts to depersonalize beliefs that are actually very personal to you. If you dig a little deeper and describe what really underlies this stuff, it opens up your beliefs more to us and gives us the chance to understand. Of course, it also opens you up to have people hurt your feelings, because this is the kind of thing that people tend to be sensitive about.
Speaking purely for myself, I find your religious beliefs fascinating. From what I’ve seen, rather than insane, you are quite erudite and a deep thinker. And it amazes me that we can agree so strongly in one area (libertarianism) and disagree so strongly in another (God). I cannot help but wonder how that can be.
One thing that surprises me is the questions that seem to never get asked of Christians on this board. One day, I may have time to explore some of this stuff here. Right now, if I started the thread, I couldn’t be sure I wouldn’t have to abandon it in the middle. Even if my time gets more free later, though, I hesitate. I have had many friends who were strong believers in the past. Without fail, I have ruined it for all of them (with no discussion of axioms and proofs, by the way), and I feel like I may have taken something from them that they needed.
-VM