First of all, are there any reformed procrastinators out there? It would be nice to know it can be done.
I work with hard deadlines each week on Tuesday morning. Usually, that means wasting Wednesday through Friday, then telling myself I’ll take some stuff home with me over the weekend. Around Sunday evening, I start to realize exactly how screwed I am for the next couple of days. Most weeks I’ll work about 16 hours on Monday and come in at about 4 a.m. Tuesday to barely make my mark. Then I’m so fried by this time (Tuesday afternoon) that I just want to relax and surf the net. Maybe sleep a little.
And the whole thing starts over again. At this point, I’m usually uttering the phrase common to alcoholics: “Never again.” And if you think the comparison to alcoholism is a bit dramatic, let me tell you, I am addicted to my free time. I barely graduated high school because of it, and dropped out of college because of it. I used to call myself a terminal procrastinator, because I put things off until there was no point in doing them anymore. I have a career in spite of this, but if I keep doing this I will burn myself out, and fast.
So I ask you, folks who used to procrastinate but don’t anymore, how did you rid yourself of that ever-present feeling of “fuck it”? Or is it a matter of controlling it?