I’ve had the most terrible, horrible, no good, very bad week. Not just a day, but a whole week. So I’m just going to throw myself a little pity party hand have a good whine.
It started last Sunday, when I had to say goodbye to my dying grandma for what is probably the last time. That was bad enough, but since they weren’t even giving timeframes, it didn’t seem real. But it sucked. So I come home emotionally wrung out and exhausted. On Monday, I get sort of shuffled off to the side, but effectively demoted on my project at work and left stuck doing documentation, which I hate. But then I just hate my job generally, even if I didn’t have to do such a sucky role. On Tuesday, I find out that that I didn’t get a job I had applied for and really, really wanted. I still think I would have been good at it. On Wednesday, I got some respite. On Thursday, my grandma had surgury she wasn’t expected to survive and I spent the day worried sick. On Friday, we get the news that my grandma has weeks to live, maybe days, definitely not months and that it was going to get really hard from here on in (as if it weren’t hard enough already). On Saturday, my dog got diagnosed with cancerm which isn’t really treatable without seriously damaging his quality of life. Finally, on Monday morning, I come into work and my bloody laptop won’t boot, and I can’t do my work.
I don’t think my heart can take any more
All in all, a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad week.