What’s your problem with me? What have I ever done to you that has you so mad at me?
You attacked me in this thread. Yet I came in and apologized, even though you completely misunderstood what I said. I was sympathetic because I had not come back and clarified.
Then, after I clarify that I was talking about the “apostate Jews” which you mentioned. You come in and say he didn’t call them bigots, but just said they were bigoted. Those are the same thing. I still allowed that maybe you diodn’t realize that and told you that what you said was what I meant. And yet you still come back and pretend I said something different.
What’s more, I specifically told you that the word “delusional” is a hurtful word for me, and that I would appreciate you not use it. You said you weren’t trying to be harsh, so I chose to believe you. But then you come back and use the same word again, this time claiming you’re “sorry.”
I don’t believe it. People who are sorry, who don’t want to be harsh, will change their language. They won’t use the very word that the person told them hurts them. It’s disingenuous as hell to pretend you care with those types of disclaimers.
Arguing people “in the real world” don’t say something is ridiculous when I quoted positions on this board. They’re real people, you know? People have at various times accused those who spread misinformation about the virus intentionally are in fact responsible for the people who die. They will say those who spread antimaskism, like Trump, are killing people. Even the people who won’t wear mask are said to be okay with killing people. Yet you act like it’s some horrible, horrible belief that I think the guy here is “murderous.” Heck, if you read the entire thread, you’d know I already made my argument for why that was so.
And then there’s your most recent post. The one where you are responding to the position taken by basically everyone, the people in this Pit thread, the people in the ATMB thread, and arguing we’re all wrong. Yet you single me out. And, no, it’s not a valid argument: all posts everywhere in public are about spreading whatever idea it is that you want to say.
Putting all that together, it seems pretty clear you’re here to have a fight with me. Even the guy who thought I’d insulted him accepted my apology, but you continue on.
The irony is that I deleted my much more harsh post because of the memory of my mom, who is why I decided that I’d been too much of a dick in the past here, and that I would try to be nicer. And you’re testing my patience more than even that other poster you felt the need to defend.
I’ll say this: I was wrong to apologize to you. I didn’t do anything wrong–you misunderstood. I should not have thought you would be decent. I should have known you hate me, and that you were just interpreting things conveniently to go after me. You were trolling me, and I should have realized it.
I will do my level best to not hate you. But I can’t keep seeing your bigmoji-style face and do that. Good bye.