I second the, but what if you were to become the next Hitler? Would you have a moral obligation to kill yourself, even not knowing it?
The only reason I’m still alive is because I’m too curious what the future will be like. As someone with an eye to history, it is like new material every day, instead of watching reruns, and it is fascinating. This may seem selfish, but I was actually getting worried that I wouldn’t see any historical events during my life. Well, OK, the fall of the Soviet Union, but that was distant. It is kinda fascinating seeing history happen. So in a way, I’ve enjoyed Bush’s presidency a lot more than Clinton’s. Maybe that makes me a bad person on a level, but I think of it more like a structural engineer being a little excited when there is an earthquake.
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OK, there was this girl I dated in college that helped, too.
I also second the thoughts like this having little to do with keeping you from preventing suicide if you are truly suicidal. I’ve been making attempts and threats since I was around 12, though I’m much better medicated now.
In the end, your only responsibility is to yourself. Your acts may have influences on those around you, but you are responsible to them only because you like them. If you are truly suicidal, there isn’t much that you like, or think likes so, so the point becomes rather irrelevant. In fact, frequently, suicidal thoughts are done exactly to hurt people around you, so the point becomes even more moot. In fact, it may even become negative - knowing that you may have a child who will save humanity might make you actually want to suicide in order to deny that.
The other point I want to make is this - there is not one single person who will magically cure AIDS or all cancer or rise to the top of a political system. It takes a tremendous team of people to do any of that. Someone doesn’t have to be Hitler or Jesus (taking Jesus as a historical prohpet, not the son of a god) in order to affect the world - they can be Goering or Peter, if you get my meaning. Jesus and Hitler were just people, not one man dyanomos.
OK, maybe Washington would have been a better example than Jesus, but I just can’t avoid trying to make some conflict. 