Sights that depress or creep you out

We live in Atlanta, and being that it IS October, and the air is cool and crisp, it isn’t an odd sight to see an occasional deer at the side of the road. But today, my son and I were leaving a store, and speeding up on the merge ramp of 1-20 when a truck went by with two beautiful but dead deer lying in the back of the truck.

Billy and I were both upset by the sight, it’s not so much that I’m opposed to hunting as a ‘sport’ [though, I couldn’t shoot anything, other than a box with my beebee gun] but it seemed so stark, in the daylight for all young kids to witness, those beautiful deer with their heads staring back at the cars behind. I’m STILL creeped out by it.

What sight did you witness that depressed or creeped you out last?

That reminds me, I need to dig out the pics of our old hunting trips. There is one when I am about five, sitting on top of the dead deer, leaning in between the horns. Of course, that sounds creepy, but for our family, it’s perfectly natural.
Dammit, I hate living in CA. I used to be able to hunt outside my back door (Those were actually elk. That pic was taken from my back door)
BTW, people who hunt as a sport really really piss me off, and do not deserve to have a hunting liscense.

Sights that depress me?

A broken, dirty or abandoned toy.

Worse when I see any toy near the scene of some disaster - car accident, house fire, …

My grandfather mowing his neighbor’s lawn while holding a cane in one hand. Why why why?

I took a black and white photo of two empty swings, once. When I came out of the darkroom with it in my hand, I was absolutely shocked by it’s extreme creepiness.

It really really bothers me.

Xmas decorations in the stores-and it’s not even halloween yet!
AAAAAAHHHH!!!

Elderly people eating or walking all alone. For all I know, Grandma (or Grandpa as the case may be) could be on her way to a hot time at the bingo tables, but sometimes it hits me with this instant sense of lonliness.

the way that society seems to be turning into one reminsent of Huxley’s “Brave New World”

The sad “charlie brown” Xmas tree that no one wants …

Obviously cartoons have turned me into a victim of extreme anthropomorphism, but I can’t help it, it still makes me sad.

I get really depressed by “family restaurants” like Fuddrucker’s where it’s just a bunch of unhappy families and screaming babies. They make me want to cry.

oh yeah. And the circus. Scary clowns and abused animals. God.

Old folks working at MacDonald’s or some other fast-food joint. It’s terribly depressing to think that a lifetime of work leaves some people with fast-food loserville as the only option.

I’d prefer carousel, except my palm-jewel has been red for a number of years now.

Seeing a parent that obviously doesn’t like their child really bothers me.

Anytime I see a girl who is not obese that is under the age of about 15 or 16 talk about how fat she is or or how she is ugly, I get really upset. It’s depressing under any circumstance, but especially when a kid is so young.

Dogs and cats in the animal shelter.
sniff I can’t bring all of them home.

Sick children in the hospital. Some of them can really make you cry.

Elderly persons that are forgetten in nursing homes.

War vets in the VA hospitals.

Children being abused by the parents or animals being abused by their owner.

Any elderly person, sitting alone, of any race, and crying. That rips me up.

Dead pets along the roadside, with no one there to take the body home and no one stops to even move it. I try real hard not to think that the dog or cat might have been headed home to it’s loved ones and got hit and killed. My pets are not allowed outside unless on a leash.

Little girls crying in the middle of a playground and the other kids ignore them.

The sight of a fine, wild stand of timber where I used to play as a child and had many, many wonderful days full of childish adventures being cleared by bulldozers to put up a gated community.

An abandoned old house that looks like it was once comfortable, full of warmth and love, now broken windowed, yard full of weeds and so achingly empty.

A small church turned into a second hand store.

A toothless, nut brown old man eating a cheap meal by himself in a weary diner wearing worn, old tawdry cloths, his big hands showing the knotted joints of a lifetime of hard work and his old eyes showing disappointment in what the winter of his life has brought.

An abandoned house with furniture scattered about by vandals, the sight of cheap but someone’s worldly goods and among them, a large amount of little girls toys and stuffed animals in bright, bright colors laying among the weeds.

A drunk and confused old lay laying bleeding in the middle of the road, where she fell, traffic passing her by, several people ordering her to get up while standing around her. No one wants to touch her because she might have AIDS. She can’t get up on her own. (I solved the matter. I went and got her up, got her to the side of the road and waited with her while an ambulance came. A nurse from a doctors office came and helped tend her bleeding scratches while we waited. No one else did anything. Not one damn thing. I’ve never forgotten that.)

Spotting a girl from my high school, from over 2 decades ago, who was once beautiful, vivacious, full of life and sexy, who married her high school thug sweet heart. Now divorced, her face and dispirited look tell of the many beatings he gave her and crushed the eagerness and hope she once had.

Pictures of the Gold Stars hanging in windows from World War II. The enormousness of the sacrifice that represents just brings a flood of emotions.

The time I had to sell a pregnancy test to a girl who couldn’t have been more than seventeen years old. I mean, she’s still a kid-she shouldnt’ have to be worried about whether or not she’s pregnant.

Let’s see…

Driving my wife to work, getting cut off by dozens of people who think their job is more important.
Knowing that a percentage (thankfully small) of the people going into her building don’t really give a shit about customer service or anything, just service the mark and collect the paycheck.
Braving the drive home, without getting run over.
Taking my usual short cut, and seeing all the shacks that some people still live in, years after segregation is over.
Passing all the abandoned buildings, knowing some left because of NAFTA, others for no good reason, or some for “Cutbacks” to pad some obscenely large corporate bottom line.
Knowing Cisco and Microsoft pay less in Tax than I do.
Knowing that whomever robs a bank or store today stands a good chance of committing two dozen more before the police stumble across them.
Knowing before turning the TV on all I’ll see in the news.
Knowing that all TV shows use basically the same plots.
Watching people not care about anyone else anymore. Why should they when the other half is simply out to rip you off and drain you of money?
Rich athletes whining about not making enough money.

I’ll stop now.