Not asking for medical advice.
Back in August I had an episode of syncope. Two days in the hospital without a definitive diagnosis later, I was sent to my PCM, a cardiologist, and a neurologist. We’re still hammering out a variety of issues, but the one that’s taking up the majority of my attention is what showed up on a lumbar MRI (amusingly, the MRI was ordered not because of the hospitalization, but because I mentioned to the neurologist that I had had back pain for about a year).
According to the results, I have “a large intradural extramedullary mass extending from the lower T12 level to the upper L2 level.” It’s about 1"x3"x2" (which… kind of seems huge to me- I saw it on the MRI and it’s a little overwhelming, even though I know it’s not THAT huge). The neurologist felt that the news was urgent enough that when I couldn’t make it into his office the next day to hear the results in person, he gave the bad news to me over the phone.
Since then I’ve been sent to a neurosurgeon, who has requested a repeat lumbar MRI (this time with contrast) and a thoracic MRI. Regardless, there’s a 99.9% chance I’ll have to have surgery. Everyone seems to be moving at light speed, and the phrase “because permanent neurological damage” has been tossed around.
As a therapist who’s spent a great deal of time working in hospitals (as well as spending many years as a caregiver), googling is an occupational hazard. Luckily a lot of what I’m seeing is more toward the positive end- if the tumor is confined to the spine (a primary tumor), chances are high that it’s benign. I like that word. (I also like the word “schwannoma,” which is one of the potential diagnoses- it’s fun to say. )
Has anyone been through something similar? The followup with the neurosurgeon is in two weeks, when I’m sure we’ll create a plan of action. In the meantime, I’ll take any first, second, or third-hand information I can get.