First, a response to StewieGriffin420. Time here is not relevent. Can you make amends? Then do so. But what is important is that you are sorry for what you have done. Then, ask for forgiveness from God. As a Catholic, I would encourage you to seek confession, but I can’t force it on you.
Not this again. I mean no offense, Whack-a-Mole, but I’ve seen this particular bit of fluff too many times.
There are some Christians who believe your version of things. They are not represenative, and tend to be less-than-theologically-inclined. Suffice it to say that no major division of Christianity, with the possible exception of the Mormons, believes this.
Nevertheless, most Christians believe it our duty and honor to spread the word of the Word of God. We call it the “Good News,” but those who do not hear are not abandoned by God. He is everywhere and uncontainable and uncontaminated by mortal sin. That said, we believe that it better to know what you are worshipping - and that applies to Christians as well. There are indeed too many in this world, Christians and non-Christian, who worship the things of this Earth. They are obsessed with power, pride, wealth, and status. These things are not of God, except as God chooses to grant them. And he gives to most what they desire most. And everyone gets what they deserve eventually.
What is important is that the individual have a heart not so small and stuffed with trivialities, or so hard and proud, that it cannot accept God’s forgiveness. Can you admit error and accept that you are weak and mortal? Then God can guide you and there is nothign to fear. But woe to those who do not, for they will not allow themselves to be saved.
Now if you, Der Trihs, wish to not believe in God, or wish to to pretend he has no right to judge you, do so. But when you sin and do wrong, you do wrong to God as well as to man, for God is goodness itself. All your crimes are against God, and it is to Him that you must be justified. Legal rights? Whether you admit it or not, you (as do we all) constantly commit acts criminal in the only sense that matters.
This does not mean that I expect you (or anyone else) to walk around with a sad heart wailing over the crimes you (or anyone else) has committed. We are pitiful and do much harm in ignorance. Which is why we may be forgiven. (“Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do.”) Jesus did not come to condemn but to save. Those who are readying themselves for the next life are not usually miserable creatures, but joyful!
What I would ask - what I, as a Christian ask of everyone - is that you lose your anger. For I see anger in you, a contempt not only for God (as you have said implicitly: if He exists you hate Him) but for those who hold to the faith. You have been admonished many times on this board, not only by those who disagree with you, but by those who do not believe in God.
Instead, do not hate. If you disagree, do so kindly. If you offend, apologize (believe me, I know how hard that is, and it is something I struggle with every day). If the one you offended does not accept, you have still offered, and God will see your meekness of spirit. If you hate, then do not act upon it.
We are all of us engaged in play- a farce, even. We act good when our natures beg for bad. We pretend civility with those we despise. Yet this is not a joke: for there are two kinds of playing in the world: frivolous amusement (and it has its own importance) and practice. Actors do not know their roles when they begin; it is only by hard work that they “become” their characters. We do not become civil by reading a booklette of manners. Instead, we practice and practice and act civil when we despise. Good is the same. If you wish to become good, then you must act good even when it is not easy. believe me, I know. It’s a struggle daily to be good, and I don’t always succeed.
I won’t pretend that you will just believe in God, either. Nor would I ask you to; it is better to beleive something right or wrong, than to lie about it. But to keep your heart open is not much to ask. God is like the Force: when you are calm and at peace, he will guide you. He does not come when uninvited; he is a patient guest who waits for you to end all those phone calls and dates and business.