I have been following this thread and others for around 6 months since my world fell apart, I lost my home, my marriage, my job and dignity and blah blah blah, was looking to end it all.
I took out a pretty good life insurance package, but in the UK well in England at least, they will not pay out on suicides until after policy has gone past 12 months.
So I was looking for a method of suicide which is undetectable by modern forensic testing and pretty efficient.
I weight 100KG approx ( a little less at the moment).
I worked out that you need 7.5g of pure 100% Potassium Chloride to kill at a Human Male of 100KG and that you will need a syringe that can hold a capacity in excess of 30ml to do so.
Before any of you hot heads go off willy nilly, there are 10 major problems with this type of suicide. These are problems found from extensive research.
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You need to use pure Potassium Chloride. If you use Lo-Salt then the Sodium in the Low Salt will counteract the depolarisation of the heart and you will suffer a slow agonising death lasting weeks with multiple heart attacks.
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The pure Potassium Chloride cannot be swallowed, I know because I tried. You can manage about 20 teaspoons worth and then you will have both chronic diarrhoea and vomiting at the same time. Now you can either take my word for it or come back on here and confirm I am right after you have done it.
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Getting a Syringe large enough to take 30ml or more of liquid suspension of KCL and Water. I got mine off ebay, you cannot use 5ml (6 times) you would be in Cardiac Arrest with 20 seconds of the first injection and then you will live. (No, not even I was that stupid either).
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Needle size is a major problem. You cannot buy a needle for injecting that is big enough to puncture a vein and inject 30ml of Potassium Chloride.
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You need cannulate yourself, this is a needle that fits on your arm, and has a line directly into your vein. I have been practising for 6 months and only get a hit every 1 in 6 times.
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You need a size 18 cannula or lower. (The lower the cannula size the larger the needle.).
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Using Diazapam (Valium), there are two main problems with this, one is you need to be on your A Game to cannulate and inject yourself and you cannot do that half asleep. Secondly, its meant to be a undetectable suicide so the presence of Diazepam is very suspicious.
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You can drink after you cannulated yourself for courage and to relieve pain.
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There are three types of pain involved.
a) Infusion site pain. This is extreme pain where you are injecting into the vein. You need to do it fast enough to ensure enough of the suspension is in your vein to stop your heart and you die, before you have your first cardiac arrest.
b) The Type of Cardiac Arrest is called a Arrhythmia leading to a Myocardium Infarction. This is a very painful type of heart attack as you heart literally stops, but bloods is still gushing around your body. It is best if you stand up while injecting so that you faint as blood flows away from your brain and your body puts you in a coma while your heart dies along with the rest of you.
c) If you choose to lie or sit down then the next bit of pain is the feeling of your heart stopping, this can be very distressful, which it is better to stand up and then pass out completely and not wake up.
10 Conclusions.
Death by Potassium Chloride requires a lot of planning.
You need to get your hands on 95% or better Potassium Chloride otherwise your going to be a world of hurt. You need a cannula and the skill of perform a veinipuncture (a hole in your vein), where you can inject 30ml of suspension of KCL in less than 20 seconds.
The pain while your injecting will be severe. Concentrated Suspension of KCL injected quickly into a vein in your left arm means you wont have long before you suffer a cardiac arrest.
You will want to be standing while injecting, so that when your heart stops, your brain will be deprived of oxygen and switch off. No more pain. No more beating heart.
You will in effect be in a coma (Flat lined) for about 8 minutes. After this time you cannot be revived. Once you inject your on the clock.
If you are serious about killing yourself there are a lot easier and less painful ways to do it.