astro, before I go to bed…um have you ever smoked? Have you smoked for 18 years of your life? Have you ever known such an addictive substance in your life?
If you haven’t then I would ask you what do you think about the fact that I do my best in the rest of my life to live it as chemically free as possible? I know my smoking is a bad thing, I hate it. I hate those mornings when my allergies are on full alert and are only worsened (sp) by my smoking. I hate the fact I NEED this thing called nicotene. But I also appreciate the other aspects of my life, my food and lack of using other chemicals for whatever reason that the doc throws in my lap.
I may smoke but in other areas of my life I do what I can to make my world an easier world to live in. Once I can eliminate this bad habit of cigs, I will probably be the most militant ex-smoker you have ever known. I plan on quitting by the time I am 35 which is only two years away so watch out.
My habits are small, my bad habits are horrible, I admit but when it comes to the rest of my life and my health I do my best to live it as healthy as possible. If I can successfully kick this cigarette habit then you can call me one of the most militant and bitchy people when it comes to chemicals and preservatives in our foods…I don’t blame you for faulting me for my smoking but it’s not a habit that is easily given up. I hate it, I smell, I have yellow teeth (not THAT bad) and I can’t do a lot of the things I wish I could do. But don’t get on my arse for wanting to take some steps in other areas of my life to make our food healthier and better. I believe in reducing hormones and pesticides in our foods. If my smoking is a deterant to your want to have a healthier lifestyle then you need to look to your own problems before poopooing what I have to say. I admit my bad habits, but I also want to live in the best I can at this particular time in my life.
Someday I will quit my smoking and some day you will enjoy foods without chemicals, I hope.
< whatever, I am very tired and about to hit the sack. I apologize if none of that made sense…I could use a good night’s sleep at the moment! >