It seems to me that if and when Paige ever learns a few small pieces of the truth, she will stop dead in her tracks and try to assess things. This will take her some time - at least a few hours and more likely a few days. She will want and need to look back at the events in her life - all the way back - right to her earliest memories. She will want to think about every event she can remember and ask herself where her parents were at that time, what role they played in those events and what relation that had to the Center. In addition, she will want to think about what relation the Center had to those events. At least, that is how I would feel about things. I think I’d need at least a few days and wouldn’t want to even see either of my parents during that time.
This may sound silly. But I’m quite certain that Paige will need to spend the time required to think through all those events. She will want to understand just what role her parents played and how they were related to the Party, the Center and the Soviet Union.
Paige has been presented to us as a very careful and methodical thinker with a very strong, intelligent mind. IMO, she will want to understand just what role her parents played in every event she can remember.
If you doubt any of this, just ask yourself how you would want to think about the day your parents took you on this very strange “vacation” that you now clearly understand was no vacation at all - but rather some kind of “hideout” or “crash out”. Ask yourself just how much of the truth you would be able to work out when going over the details of that day.
If you are willing to do that, don’t you think that you would want to go over every single detail to try and understand just how and why your parents acted the way they did and what that meant to you?
It is only after reviewing all those events and trying to understand what P&E’s actions meant wrt to Paige that she will be in any kind of position to understand how she feels about the idea of working for “The Party”. Somehow, I think she would recoil in revulsion. But that is up to the show runners. It is entirely their decision.
I am not at all certain that I’m right about that. So, let me stop and ask you whether you agree or not. Would Paige stop in her tracks and review most every event in her life to try to understand just who her parents truly are?
After all, I recall E saying to P, "At least she will understand **who she is’. **But surely E must realize that Paige will also need to understand just who her parents are.
No matter how clever Paige is, I would guess she will need to spend a few days sorting things out before she will even want to talk about any of this.