Here’s my own view of an experience some would describe as precognitive. Please note that I have no evidence to suggest that paranormal powers exist. At the time, though, I thought this was a good indication. I was younger, then.
I was on the phone with my then-girlfriend, just having a typical air-headed high school boyfriend/girlfriend discussion. All of a sudden, for no reason I am aware of, in the midst of a blink, I hallucinated the color purple. Regular, ordinary people hallucinate every now and then, it’s just not something talked about very often It was almost like I could see it, but knew it wasn’t there. It was like being able to focus on what’s really going on while at the same time seeing a haze of purple. I immediately brought this up to my girlfriend and wondered aloud what it might mean. After all, this sort of thing had not ever happened to me before in my frame of reference, and I was not then familiar with the idea of sane people hallucinating.
3 days later, I’m on stage. I didn’t know I would be on stage at the time I was having the hallucination. Our class is testing the various spotlights. Some practical joker shines the red and blue ones right on me. I see purple of the same shade I had imagined (or so it seemed to me). I also told my then-girlfriend, quite excitedly, when I got home.
At the time, I thought I had a prescient experience, strengthened by the fact that I had someone else to back up my story. Now, I interpret the experience differently. I understand that in a world of so many billions, where each person lives thousands of days, sometimes very improbable things (me hallucinating purple, then experiencing purple a few days later) will occasionally happen. They may even happen to me, specifically.
Here is an experience that no one will describe as prescient. I had a friend who had tried to kill himself before. I was walking around outside one day and thought of him while feeling irrational panic. I went inside to call him on the phone immediately (I thought I was psychic, remember). He picked up the phone and was fine, actually. We had a nice long conversation about nothing in particular.
In my life so far, I have had plenty of dreams, hallucinations, feelings of panic for no good reason, etc. In every instance I’ve been able to, I’ve acted on them (because, even though I don’t have anything to suggest belief in the paranormal, the disquieting feeling WILL NOT go away, as it is a strong mental product of evolution). In only two instances out of more than I can remember has any hallucination, irrational fear, or dream actually coincided with an actual happening.
The two I remember will be with me always, because we are trained to look for patterns in our lives. The many others where nothing happened… most of them will be forgotten. This leads me to believe that a dream means nothing more than a dream, and a random impulse across the brain says nothing about any kind of paranormal powers.
We are specialized to see patterns where none exist. We are evolved to look for the cause of events that have no visible causes. This tendency causes some of us to say homeopathy works, to write testimonials for reconstituted snake oil, and to believe that when our impulses and the future coincide, that we are in some way precognitive. However, evidence trumps beliefs. I might like to believe that there is nothing wrong with that brand new car being offered to me for $5000, but evidence and logic suggests differently. I might like to believe that some special $20/bottle water will cure cancer, but the scientific method suggests otherwise. I might like to believe that some form of consciousness exists after death, but the thing that contains my consciousness (to our best scientific knowledge) is my brain, which decays.
I might like to believe that I am something truly special, that I have some unique power that few others have access to, but the atoms that make me up are objectively not very different from those that make up any of you. If I am to differentiate myself, it will not be through some special unique power I have to predict the future, but through my actions which make my own little part of the universe a better place for everyone.
Humanist
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