This is more of a rant than a pit, but hopefully some will be able to relate. I’m doing preliminary job searching because it’s time to move on from my current dysfunctional employer and it’s reminding me of something that has always made me grind my teeth. Somehow, starting from early on and continuing to today, I’ve never been able to get experience with modern technical tools. This keeps me out of most jobs, and now that I’m over 50 it’s really hard to fall back into an entry level job in order to get experience with those tools. Even if I was willing to take the >50% cut in pay, few employers are willing to place an “old person” into a job that they see as the domain of recent graduates.
Specifically:
When I was a young computer programmer in the mid-90’s things slowly got out of hand as the companies I worked for didn’t believe in spending money on modern tools. So I was there coding by hand in editors instead of an integrated development environment (IDE). I was stuck merging code changes manually because they didn’t understand the value or purpose of code management systems (CMS). Later in my career I got really deft at doing data analysis by looking at raw data, so I never had the opportunity to learn how to use data modelling tools. I LOVE doing data analysis but I’m stuck now because no employer is impressed with someone who works with raw data. (Also you simply can’t work with the huge volumes of data available in modern databases, so not being able to use data modelling tools is a real handicap.) In recent years my SQL has gotten beyond rusty because I’ve been in a company that doesn’t believe business analysts should touch anything more technical than Excel.
My career is shit because somehow I have a pattern of getting into companies that don’t use the proper tools for things. And yes, there have been many times when I’ve gotten free versions of various tools and used them at home in order to learn them. But you know what? Employers aren’t impressed with using tools for hobby projects. They want 3 solid years of experience using the tools in a paid job. I started my career with a BSCS degree, off to a good start and over the decades it’s degraded to a patchwork quilt of skills and knowledge. It’s hard not to feel disgusted with myself when job hunting just shines a clear light on how obsolete I am.