Ok, this is mundane for all of you but for me this is one of the worst things I could imagine.
Today I moved to a different apartment, and after connecting my computer and hard disks, I turned it on. Poof, smoke from my disks. My heart froze to ice. I panicked. I still can’t think straight.
Now it seems like two out of three disks have burned electronics. My disk array could handle one broken disk, but not two.
For you who aren’t as tied to their computers as I am, this is the equivalent of having my house burned down. I had everything there from as far back as I can remember. All my photos, code that I’ve written, projects, reports, mails, everything, going back many years.
“Why didn’t you backup?” you’ll say. Yeah, why didn’t I backup? Well… I never thought two disks would break simultaneously. I’m a fucking idiot, I don’t need you telling me this.
I’m not even sure how it happened. Maybe the power connector to the disks was turned the wrong way, which should be impossible due to their design, but since they were tricky enough the right way, I might have managed to push it in incorrectly.
A chip is fried on two of the disks, visually. These were connected to the same power supply. The third has no visual marks, but might also be fried.
I really don’t know what to do now. Data recovery is freaking expensive. Maybe I could afford repairing one? But if two needs repairing… I guess the disk platters are fine, but electronics are poof. Two out of three would give me everything back…
Sorry for this pathetic rambling. I just don’t know what to do. I’m sitting here among all the boxes filled with clothes and other meaningless belongings. My data was my life. Why didn’t I protect it better? :(