…it’s just too fucking easy to get some *serious * meds from doctors.
I just had back surgery to repair (well, remove) a severely herniated disc. It was pressing on a nerve and giving me constant hot, burning pain down my leg. I’ve dealt with the pain for 18 years, and when it intensified significantly following the birth of my son, it was time for something to be done. I run the gauntlet my HMO set before me: see my GP, get referral to physical therapy, get weeks of PT, get referral to pain specialist, get MRI, get xrays, get referral to neurosurgeon, get surgery (all this took months).
Now let’s back up to where I saw the pain specialist. I had seen one two years ago when the herniation was first identified, and like that time, this pain doctor wanted to load me up with opiates. Both times I had to fill out and sign umpteen different versions of paperwork saying that basically 1) I need to take my pain meds as prescribed, 2) they can be addictive, and 3) the doc isn’t responsible for addiction due to misuse. On all of those papers, I wrote “I am declining the use of pain meds.” The first PS didn’t seem to notice or care, and I walked out with three different prescriptions (immediately torn up).
The second time around, I wrote the same refusal of pain meds on all the forms and highlighted them. The PS seemed almost put off–like, “What am I supposed to do if I can’t medicate you?” I explained that if it’s something that can be fixed, I want it fixed–don’t mask the symptoms. I know from horses that masking an injury can be problematic as the horse can reinjure–or worsen–the damaged site unknowingly as the meds dull their sensation of pain. If it can be fixed, fix it, I reiterated. The PS said sometimes the pain is of an unknown origin and the meds are useful for helping life be manageable; I agreed, but stated I wasn’t at that point, and we didn’t know what was going on. When I’m in that much pain, I’ll tell you, I said. Meanwhile what else can we do?
He got me the MRI referral, and the images told it all–the L5/S1 disc was all but destroyed. My neurosurgeon cleaned up the mess, and now 5 days after surgery I’m doing better than the day before it. I took ibuprofen for a few days (and some Tylenol PM at night), but that’s it.
Then there’s today. In this thread, I was curious why I was trembling in my recovery. It’s not constant, only after something “strenuous” like, oh, a shower, and it lasts an hour or so following. The consensus: my body is recovering from the trauma of surgery and my metabolism is all whacky. Add that I’m breastfeeding my son, and my body has a lot of stress on it at the moment. As long as I eat and rest, I don’t get so shaky.
But, to be safe, I called my doctor JUST to “do the right thing” and let them know about this side-effect. The neurosurgeon was in surgery, so his receptionist suggest I call my GP. Mistake: I was sent to my doctor’s nurse’s voicemail–NOT the physician’s assistant I always see (I’ve seen my actual doc 3 times in 9 years)…he doesn’t know me hardly at all. Anyway, I leave a message about the trembling and leave it be.
His nurse calls and leaves a message on my voicemail that just pisses me off. She’s well-intended and sweet-spoken, but UGH. She explains they don’t know why I’m trembling if I have no other sign of infection and am on no pain meds, so the doc thought maybe I’m having anxiety problems. :rolleyes: That’s right folks, it’s all in my head. If that sounded like something I might be having problems with, she continued, call back and he’ll get me some anti-anxiety medication.
Seriously, people?? Is it THAT EASY to get mood-altering substances from doctors these days? Why not just have me come in and LOOK at me, LISTEN to me, OBSERVE me to see that’s a ridiculous assertion?
And is it THAT EASY to get highly addictive opiates from doctors these days?? Why not try just a LITTLE harder to find what the problem is, rather than drown it in medications that do nothing but muffle the screaming pain?
Sheeeeeeeeeeeez. I’m no granola-fruitcake-hippie type, at least I didn’t think I was, but I don’t want to put anything in my body I don’t need. It is SCARY to think how easily I could have multiple pain med prescriptions AND mood-altering medications…for problems that DON’T REQUIRE THEM.
Sheeeeeeeeeeeez. No wonder there’s a prescription drug problem in this country.