I warned you- TMI. Disgusting info about my lips!
I spoke to my doctor about my lips a week ago, so I’m not here to get definite medical help, just to describe the situation before I go see him again.
About 7 years ago (I think?) I must have chewed the top layer of my lips off for some reason; maybe they were chapped and I was hungry, I don’t know :wally. But that’s what I think happened.
So my lip skin layer has to grow back, but I never let it grow back; if I wake up in the morning with a night’s worth of skin growth, I would just suck it off w/o thinking anything of it. But 4 years ago I tried to let the skin grow back over a couple weeks, but I had to stop b/c I had school again and I couldn’t go around w/ corn flake looking pieces of skin on my top and bottom lip.
Now, my doctor prescribes a lip lotion to use on them to help them grow in a way that doesn’t lead to corn flakes, I suppose. But the problem is, even w/ the lotion, that doesn’t change the fact that the skin layer is, for several weeks, very sensitive; by the time I got to week two?, I couldn’t close my lips (the skin would stick together and come off) or eat something w/o cutting it up and putting it in my mouth (anything touching the lips, like sandwich bread, can take the skin off). I don’t have the time to deal with that now, so I suck the skin off and will wait until xmas break.
Over the weeks of xmas break, I think I can do it- allow the lips to grow completely- if:
- I subsist off of protein shakes, which can be squirted into my mouth w/o chewing anything. And I’d do that for water too.
- I don’t brush my teeth over those weeks (toothbrush could potentially take the skin off)
- I only bathe over those weeks (not shower), but don’t wash my face (might mess up lips)
- I don’t work or go to school over those weeks (school’s out, I’ll see if I get work off completely, I’ll request it if I don’t)- reason is b/c the growing skin can look gross, I think, after a few weeks
I’ll talk to my doctor about this plan, but I’d ask these questions of you:
- Shouldn’t the skin have stopped growing back long ago? I mean, this isn’t needed skin, it’s not like my lips are raw and uncovered, they have skin. Shouldn’t this layer’s skin cells stop growing after they are depleted?
- Why is the skin layer so sensitive? Jesus, what an inferior body we have.