I have a paper due tommorow. A six page rough draft- nothing to big, but still pretty substantial.
It is one of those papers that builds off of an earlier paper. we did the research and wrote a short paper incorporating that research with historical background and analysis of sources. The idea is that we get feedback from that and then use that feedback to further refine it into a longer paper.
Here is where the problem begins. My prof promised us that we would get emailed comments on that earlier paper back in a reasonable manner. The assignment was vague but the teacher is picky, so these comments are really valuable to figureing out what they are looking for and what to avoid. This Tuesday, she apologized profusely for not having them, and said they would be mailed by Wednesday morning.
Wednesday morning comes. Nothing but spam in my inbox. I didn’t think much of it- I set aside time in the afternoon for the paper and surely I’ll have my comments by then.
Nope.
Eight o’clock at night rolls around. I really don’t want to start writing the essay without these comments. I’d really hate to write six pages and then get comments saying that I should go in a completely different direction. I talked to some other people in the class who did get comments, and all their comments seemed very useful to helping them know where to go on the next essay (once again, the assignment was very vague).
I fire off email to my TA explaining that I never got the comments and that I really didn’t want to write the paper without first getting feedback on the essay I was building on. I also mention that it is getting late, and that the time that I had set aside for this essay had passed while I waited for the comments and that any essay I started now would involve me staying up all night and getting delierious from lack of sleep. I proposed either turning in a shorter less formed paper, or else turning the paper in later (it is a rough draft, and the final isn’t due for a while). I wait a while. No reply. I don’t know what to do.
Several hours later, I decide to head off to bed, because I have a long day of classes tommorow that I ought to be awake for. I check my email one last time- at midnight.
I finally got my comments, along with a nasty note about how I should have been working on this paper weeks ago and that comments usually take two weeks to get to students so I was lucky to get comments at all. She said that I shouldn’t rely on comments for direction and that she expects a full and ready paper tommorow and if I didn’t turn one in she’d have to make arrangements with the prof on how to penalize me. To make things worse, she says the reason why she was so late with her email was because her modem wasn’t working.
Thats when I started to cry. Nothing like a six page paper facing you at midnight when you are sleep deprived and freaked out.
First off- It is not right to assign us papers assignments that amount to “write something” when you clearly are expecting something specific that you choose to keep secret from us. Then you expect me to invest myself in a six page paper when I could easily get comments back from the earlier paper that says “You are going the completely wrong direction, write about something else”. I can’t further refine my paper when I am completely in the dark
Second off- It is not unreasonable to expect comments back when you claim you will have them back. I don’t care if it usually takes teachers three months to write comments. You said you’d have them this morning and I counted on that. I planned for that. I set aside time to do my paper assumeing that. You fucked up. Now I have to stay up all night because of that. Bitch.
Third off- I don’t care what you modem was doing. That is no excuse for a students, and it should be no excuse for a TA. If my modem doesn’t work and I have a paper due, I get my ass over to Kinkos or a friends house or something and take care of it. If I told my teacher I didn’t have something because my “modem doesn’t work” he’d laugh in my face. Excuses don’t go very far in academia. Getting those comments out is your job. I shouldn’t have to pay because you didn’t feel like taking care of it.
Then, she has the nerve to sign off saying that she will be unreachable until monday. Arrrggggg!!!
Time to get back to writing…see you all in the morning.