I almost started this thread myself. While I may be a total wuss at movies, I have a heart of stone when it comes to books–with two exceptions. In the entire course of my life, I can remember two books that made me shed tears.
Uncle Tom’s Cabin. I checked this out of the school library out of curiosity sometime around the age of 13-14. When St. Clare was stabbed to death intervening in a fight, I was devestated. I cried for hours, remember almost throwing up, and could not return to the book for about two weeks thereafter. I have never been so affected by a fictional character’s death. I can’t even explain why–I doubt I had the capacity to fully understand the characters within historical context, and I don’t even really remember that book. I was just really attached to his sense of justice and integrity. I viewed him as a kind of father figure or ideal husband and I was stunned by his death. His death felt like the death of hope.
The last book that made me cry, did so just a few weeks ago. It is called Maus: A Survivor’s Tale and it would probably tear just about anyone’s shit up. If you have never read this book, I urge you to do so now. It is a memoir in graphic novel form, written by Art Spiegelman, that recounts his father’s experience as a Polish Jew at Auschwitz and the devastating impact the experience had on his family relationships. His mother also survived the camps and committed suicide about 18 years after being reunited with her husband. All of the Jews are depicted as mice, the Nazis as cats, the Poles as pigs, etc… everything has a satirical edge but the story retelling is simple, poignant, and heartbreaking.
Oh, and it won a special Pulitzer Prize in 1992. They normally don’t do that for graphic novels, but this one was just so fucking good they realized they didn’t have a choice.
I was up until 6am reading this book, and when I finished, I sat there for a few seconds trying to absorb the implications of what I had just read. Then I started sobbing, these loud, braying sobs that woke up my husband. When he asked what was wrong, I just replied, ‘‘I finished reading Maus.’’ He had just finished reading it himself and understood completely–he rolled over, and went back to sleep, leaving me to my grieving experience. I can’t really explain the book, it defies description. I’ve read a few books on the Holocaust, but none have affected me the way this one did. The story isn’t about Jews and Nazis, but about humanity. One gets the inexplicable feeling that everything that has ever happened throughout history has happened to all of us at once.
Not to mention the gratitude. The overwhelming aching cloying sense of gratitude I felt for my life after reading it.
These are the only two books in history that I can remember ever moving me to tears. I have read some sad fucking shit, but for some reason, these are the only ones.